damn depressants ....

[deadhookerboxer]

I'm sick of pretending that some jokes don't cause me almost physical pain. I sometimes feel like all these things I'm working toward ... all these greater goals are just leading me nowhere. Underground maybe

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[yieldsigns]

you must be depressed if you're actually updating here.

sorry to hear that everything sux and that you're in a despair. i consider you a good guy.

as for heartbreak, well...at least you've got your looks, boyfriend.

[angabel]

I haven't forgotten you, Joe. I think that's one good thing about only knowing some people on the internet: since there is distance, they will always be there, even though they probably can't get any closer. *hugs*

I understand the triggers. Most of mine have calloused over, and I hope that yours will eventually as well. One day you'll listen to the song or eat at the restaurant and for some reason, only smile at the memory, and not be haunted by it. You'll have come to terms with it, or perhaps, it has come to terms with you.

I've been struggling with depression for years. It still rears its ugly head-- I didn't go to class today. But we learn to make the best of each day, and find ways to get through life until something changes.

If you ever need someone to listen, I'm usually around: nine three seven seven seven six five nine oh seven. :)