Is it weird that i go out of my way when someone is upset? when you can tell their mood is a bad one. I did htat again today, litterly get under their feet til they will talk to me, see if i can cheer them up. This one guy thats a friend i would say, told me he was upset about a girl. Before he said.. "your better looking then her". Geeze, that is ( Read more... )

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today....it hit finally....its over....you all figure out what is.

got a call, might have a job interview by the middle of this coming week ^_^ hoping!


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Once more i can't sleep. SO i find myself finally getting online instead of laying in bed with my eyes open or closed. Maybe i'm having problems cause of not getting time to sit down and write out a few things. Lately i've just had the world go nuts on me. Like almost catching the stove on fire. Dont ask people, i can actually do stupid shit. My ( Read more... )

anyways today was hellish. i fucked my ear up, and then screwed up my knee. Okay well else is going to happen awfully to me today?! so i'm in pain, sitting here, waiting to get ready for bed, i need to finish my uploads and downloads. then start burning my manga on to CD, yes folks i've been on a manga spree too. CK gonna sooooo wanna read the one ( Read more... )

Alot has been going on since i dropped ck off with her family. I do miss her lots. We all know its hard for me to get along without her. Its like my life was turned upside down while she is gone. I've been on a non-stop cleaning spree. Cleaning to make up for the lack of it being done. I thought i had most of it covered, i was wrong. Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

Anyways, so drama goes flying alot in my life. I hope job offers come soon so i can work. Leave my thoughts and the drama behind....

dropped off ck today, dropped off job thingies, picked up thanksgiving. Yep, w00t w00t, nothing new.

the wonderful world of life. Its amusing and yet the same old same old is getting boring. Someone entertain me.

I'm tempted to buy ck a phone card after my mother asking. "You all aren't making long distance phone calls, are you?" i lied and told her not that i know of. Its been eating me up. I never lie to my own mother. Now i have, so i guess i'll just have to get ck a phone card since i dont trust the thingie she is using that claims to be free. I want to ( Read more... )

i swear to god, one more person. I'm warning you, fucking one more. just see what i fucking do. i'm god damn tired of you fucking backstabbers that dont know the meaning of let me be, i dont care if you dont like my other friends. you have no right to say shit when i aint the bitch running to you if they make me cry, i run to no one. so you know ( Read more... )