You didn't know I was gone but I was!!!

Jan 06, 2005 10:51

So, the day before NYE Yaoska called me and was telling me things like "YOu're coming down (to LA), right? Right?!" And no one had called me about working and Paige hadn't called me back about hanging out so I figured no one cared if I was in SF or not. Problem is I had enough money to get down there with only $7.00s left over. I told her I was ( Read more... )

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mcvandal January 6 2005, 16:06:21 UTC
Please don't make me seem like a bad person because I didn't call about New Years. Anyone who knows me, should know I hide on that day. I was going through a lot of shit and cried through most of the evening.
Jade forced herself over, which was pretty sweet of her, to want to spend her NYE with such a mess of a girl.
You could have called me...
Do not base how I feel about you around the phone... You know I hate the thing, especially when I'm depressed.
I am feeling quite lonely, myself.
You should ask around.
It's not just you.

You didn't mention to me that Jess was moving back in with you when I called from a payphone earlier today...
That's kind of big news.
I hope she is okay.

Let me know if you need anything.
I'm here, Carla.
Always. (Obviously more so than you think...)

PS: Sorry about "Gerald." I don't really know much of what goes on in your life.

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deadlittlebunny January 6 2005, 18:37:18 UTC
Oh honey... I wasn't mad AT ALL at all at all about that. When you didn't call me back, I just kinda figured you had already started going into hiding being that your back was killing you and you were out of vikes. I'm just a big complainer. Its not even a big deal.

I did tell you on the phone today that Jess was moving back in but you didn't hear me and said "what?" and then I told you I'd just tell you later. I'm cleaning out my studio so she can be in there. I don't want her in my room for a variety of reasons.

I know you're hear for me. And I beyond appreciate it. I love you, my dear girl.

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thehangedman January 6 2005, 19:56:55 UTC
You're not strange around new people, you're just strange.

Shit sounds bad around you. I'm sorry.

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deadlittlebunny January 6 2005, 21:37:52 UTC
Yes, thank you. Me. Strange. Go figure.

Things are calming a bit now that its starting to get more settled.

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