My song to you:

Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love ( Read more... )

so i got a letter... but its in the trash bc an asshole had to put it there.. without me readin it.. made me happy to kno i got one.. but made me pissed and sad. i have ways tho.. so the asshole can be as much as an asshole as he wants..! i wanna kno wat he said. :(. well thats all fa now. ! hopefully i will hear again.. soon!

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to my loving wife..kayla:

martina mcbride..show me..

Hold me like a wild flower
Fall around me like a sun shower
Kiss me like you’re on fire
And tell me what’s underneath

Show me
I want you to show me
What love is

Run with me like a hell bent gypsy
Scream for me from the highest balcony
Carve my name on an old red door in Spain
Make me immortal, make me ( Read more... )

so im sittin in class..thinkin. im leavin at 11:30 to catch da vo. i cried myself to sleep lastnite for some odd reason.. i took 2 energy pills yesterday and felt weird. i miss kayla, robert, and jeff.! i wanna see nate. i hate people who talk shit.. im sick of drama. im sick of him bein on me. im sick of dudes.. yea. im hott and not fat..yea rite ( Read more... )

so im at school now. but im finally out.! haha.. good times yesterday.. haha. write more lata. i think im gunna leave school early and chill at da library and then go see my PACE bitches then take the vo to my dads office.. my hair is now orange..haha.! well gotta go. xoxox.

Laura..xoxox.

I love Jeffery Lenn ( Read more... )

so yet once again im in trouble wit da cops.. how nice is my life?! so yesterday me and my mom were fightin all day about money and lettin me use the car. my x-parents r tryin to punish me bc they lost my liscence so they wont let me use the car till i get a new one.. which they wont give me money to get a new one.! so i wanted to go to dinner wit ( Read more... )

♥ so actually its been pretty borin around here without my wife around. she was on vacation, but now shes back and hopefully she will hang out with me again! and so i wont have to go so low and try to hang out wit sarah! haha..! well nothins been goin on really. except i hung out wit chris, this chik i met at my school, and my best friend megan. ( Read more... )

NATALIE LYRICS "Going Crazy" Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go I just broke down (down) Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice Cuz the feeling that I feel within No other man would ever ( Read more... )

i read this poem in a chicken soup for the teenage soul book:

NUMB

The sharp edge of the razor cuts my skin easily,

im numb to the pain,

numb to the blood,

too numb to realize whats happening,

to realize what im doing.

One cut follows another,

and another,

till I cant stop.

The razor falls from my hand,

blood drips down my arm,

tears roll ( Read more... )

so for the past few days ive had the car and shit after school.. i guess its been pretty fun. i need to get my liscence but i dont feel like waitin in the long lines cuz its a watse of time...   so today i was gunna hop on the vo at 10:30 and get there by 11:30 and then get to school by 12 or w/e and go to 12:30. and then take the car after school ( Read more... )