in other words....

[deadlullaby]

After shit seeming just fine and having things run smoothly, stuff happens and manages to screw everything up.

Comments

[okyeah_whatever]

oh goodness gracious.
i agree, it IS hard to just
"keep your chin up" in situations like that.
but it does take a lot of hope&perseverance to get through all of this (cheesy as that sounds)... and i think time will make things easier.
take care of yourself dear<3

[deadlullaby]

*"Perserverance" by Hatebreed running through her head*
Yes. Maybe you are correct, once I REALLY think about it.
Thank you for that. I think I took it all for granted
before, but I just recently realize how great of a
friend you are, Monica. ♥
See you in February.

<3

[tehfutureamylee]

Amie, your the most unselfish person I know at this present time. Your such a sweetheart and always taking the knife for people just so that other people such as your Dad don't look down upon them. You always seem to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. I love you so much and sometimes things get soo tough but you always seem to pull through no matter how hard your situation is. I wrote u a letter and I don't know when you'll get it but hopefully soon enough. Words could not express how badly I want to be there to meet the boyfriend and spend some time with you but unfortunately the Pacific Ocean seems to be in the way...<3 always and forever..Miss Amy Lee

Re: <3

[deadlullaby]

Ayla...

Such words from a person such as yourself
(By whom has changed my life tremeandously)
Always seem to help me pull through and
help me right when I think I am going to
give up. Why is this? - I'll never know..
All I know for now is my Amy Lee cares so
much about me. I remember and reminise
about all the times and moments we have
shared... and It all brings tears to my
eyes. Although they are bittersweet, I find
a radiant beauty in all that we've had in
the short time we have grown together.
I promise I will write back a VERY LONG
LETTER. (with pictures too!) Ah, for now
I must go, Ayla Brown. Just keep in mind;
You hold the beat to my everlasting heart. ♥

Love ~
Amie.

[garbageblvd]

That's pretty retarded. I don't see what your father actually wants from you, he seems to be pretty unreasonable.

tchau.

[deadlullaby]

EXACTLY!! asdfl;jk
I don't either.