personal feelings~
I had a start of a shitty day at work.
First, my manger tells me to one thing - but the other one tells me to do something else. So, I just choose.
Then, my manager is like "Why didn't you do that thing I told you to do?"
"Because someone else told me to do something else."
"Yeah, well, go do that thing I said to."
"Okay."
Then, I wasn't working fast enough.
And I'm like thinking to myself -really, bitch? You expect me not only to get all this work done BY MYSELF but also help out in other areas of the store. Respond to help at the front lanes. Help Guests. ddjfslfddjsfkl. etc etc. Bitches, I am only human.
But - you know - minimum wage job is nothing to get stressed over. It's just annoying. It's like "Hello~ I'm doing my best. If my best isn't good enough for you - then DEAL WITH IT." I can't, obviously, say this. I wish I could.
But, but, but.
There was some GOOD to this day. There's always good.
My fellow employees totally get where I was coming from and ensured me that I was doing fine and the bosses could just suck it.
And then, there was that guy. That guy who I may have started taking an interest in. But, I'm forcing myself to take it slow. Because - I had a terrible experience last time with falling for a guy and then not "going for it" and then never knowing him and never getting the chance to.
So with this guy. This guy who likes Game of Thrones and is funny and intelligent - who is only 2 years older than I am - This guy and I might, just, maybe, possibly, have something. Or not.
First thing is to be friends with him. 'cause he could just be a total jerkface and I wouldn't know it.
Needless to say, he made my day like ten times brighter. I don't remember how or why. He just did.
First, my manger tells me to one thing - but the other one tells me to do something else. So, I just choose.
Then, my manager is like "Why didn't you do that thing I told you to do?"
"Because someone else told me to do something else."
"Yeah, well, go do that thing I said to."
"Okay."
Then, I wasn't working fast enough.
And I'm like thinking to myself -really, bitch? You expect me not only to get all this work done BY MYSELF but also help out in other areas of the store. Respond to help at the front lanes. Help Guests. ddjfslfddjsfkl. etc etc. Bitches, I am only human.
But - you know - minimum wage job is nothing to get stressed over. It's just annoying. It's like "Hello~ I'm doing my best. If my best isn't good enough for you - then DEAL WITH IT." I can't, obviously, say this. I wish I could.
But, but, but.
There was some GOOD to this day. There's always good.
My fellow employees totally get where I was coming from and ensured me that I was doing fine and the bosses could just suck it.
And then, there was that guy. That guy who I may have started taking an interest in. But, I'm forcing myself to take it slow. Because - I had a terrible experience last time with falling for a guy and then not "going for it" and then never knowing him and never getting the chance to.
So with this guy. This guy who likes Game of Thrones and is funny and intelligent - who is only 2 years older than I am - This guy and I might, just, maybe, possibly, have something. Or not.
First thing is to be friends with him. 'cause he could just be a total jerkface and I wouldn't know it.
Needless to say, he made my day like ten times brighter. I don't remember how or why. He just did.