hmm...... havent heard from the peanut gallery in a while... i dont miss it ( Read more... )

i went and saw the village today. it was pretty good. i liked it. i cried and hid with my face buried into curtis cuz it scared me. i really liked it ( Read more... )

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright

i know its linkin park lyrics but they explain how ive been acting and feeling lately. i think i need something again... but i dont want it.

spinning spinning spinning
in my computer chair
thinking of an old poem...
it goes like this:

i wanna paint a picture
a picture with a twist
ill paint it with a razor
ill paint it on my wrist
in my pretty picture
a fountain will appear
and in that bloody fountain
i will disappear...

my brother is an ass. he keeps giving me shit about not beaing home. but who would wanna be home with him?? not me!

hey im just sitting here with my baby. shanida is staying the night saturday and we are going to gulf shores sunday. and tomorrow me, curtis, ricky and becky are going to go see the village. and curtis needs to go get his stuff either befroe or after the movie. but hell probably wait until his mom or someone does it for him. oh well. he is pretty ( Read more... )

im bored. i wonder what im gonna do when i get up ( Read more... )

today i went shopping for bikinis with my mom. it was ok i guess. but it was boring. oh and curtis taught me how to play a kool computer game today. its called city of heros. its kool.

i finally got my background right. you all should check it out.

well im gonna go. bye bye.

ive changed the background of my lournal now. i like it. im still home. waiting for my mom. i think my medicine is working to make my cramps hurt less. they used to hurt so bad i would take 2 tylenol like every 2 hours. finally the meds are working for that. i havent taken a tylenol all day! well. i dont have anything else to say. bye for now.