I know what I am

[deadlybuzz]

I feel like over the last few months i visited my deepest darkest places and fears. I feel like I pulled all the shit i havent been dealing with up and out into the open and finally had a good look

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[pretty_pistols_]

*hug* i'm so proud of you. it may not matter that i feel like that as it's just what i think but, it could never change the fact i smile for you right now :)

[deadlybuzz]

aw. you helped me a lot with some of your comments. Of course it matters. I asked to be tested and to be sure and this is what I've gotten. ooh and on another note I bought the subtle art of japanese bondage and its omgelevty11!! good.
totally worth the money although my imagination keeps getting ahead of itself thinking about what Im gonna do to her when im home! :P
it gets my recommendation though!

[pretty_pistols_]

O0o, its an artform i HOPE to explore. just a couple of days ago (on my aniversary) my girlfriend confessed she wasnt really as submissive as she said she was and that she wouldnt be a pet. That was a great present @_@

[deadlybuzz]

Whuh????
Fuck honey. that sucks! well I did kiiiinda see it comin but did you guys talk about it? You dont necessarily have to be submissive to enjoy bondage though, or be masochistic. I hope a long talk was had...

[pretty_pistols_]

VERY useful checklist!

Honey when am i gonna see you huh? i dont think mail order pancakes do so well.

[deadlybuzz]

Then what are pancake points for? can i trade them in for a fabulous toaster when i get a certain ammount?

[pretty_pistols_]

pancake points are really how many time i say 'oh i oughta make you some pancakes!'. Of course if you wanna play the Price is Right then yeah you can get a nice toaster, sweetpea :)

[deadlybuzz]

sweatpea? Pfft

Ahem i do hope all works out though.

[deadlybuzz]

Im always right too! What a coinky dink!
The great thing is, the feeling is most certainly lasting. :)