an empty pocket

summer:
she was given a treasure
a treasure she knew was delicate,
had to be handled with care, and cherished always. 
she was told to keep it in her pocket, where ever she went,
keeping it close, keeping it safe.
relying on its beauty and truth to keep her strong,
draw countless smiles on her face,
and re-educate her heart.

she had only ( Read more... )

"You are destructive, a succubus. You prey upon the weakness of others. You allow people to get close to you, only so that when you shove them to the ground, it hurts the most."

what a nice message to recieve... especially considering im at the butt end of a VERY similar situation...

ugh... it's seclusion time. you know the drill... i disapear now ( Read more... )

i need a second job, any ideas?

 i've recluded into my cancerian shell...ugh

 Where's the lesson God?
You're tearing off the wings of all my unprotected dreams for nothing
I'll keep holding on
But I'm running out of nails over everything that's ever failed within me
Stop the ageing soon
Because I'm running out of time at the very point I need the clock behind me
Alone in this room
When nothing should be taking from the cleanness ( Read more... )

Run me through
Then pick me up and tell me what to do
cut me then run away
I wish that there was more to this

 i just hurt

every inch of my body aches to be in his arms...why is this so hard?

i was... am... more in love with him that anything i have ever experienced... i just don't understand. in what seemed like a blink of an eye, he's gone.

now i have to repatch my pathetic little life...

two steps forward
one step back
one step forward
two steps back
getting ( Read more... )

tonight: jimmy edgar @ el corazon, then off to the mercury for 1337: Battle of the rock bands!
tomorrow: artwalk for a bit, then motion @ the mercury for a bit.
friday: bff in town yay! dinner with him, then i dj @ chapel, while everyone else will be at voltaire saturday: maybe onset @ temple billiards ( Read more... )

 im on spring break and want to play ( Read more... )

someone wanna take me out on a date this week? rad!

haha