swinging gently from a tree as twisted as we
in the evening of everything and a fall like smell
the clouds are all around us now as the sky cracks open
a black mass and a cold moon greets us warmly
deep yet shallow trying for eye contact that wont come
now deep down to a core so sore
all this and that in the end im still just a bore

we need not think of these things so close to a special event.
we need not concern ourselves with mindless ones.
we need not make ourselves available to be used.
we need not allow these..... things into our lives.

what we hold within is something that we have given of too freely
it was asleep for so long
it should sleep again, and leave me in

flavor of the month.
good until your done.
flavor of the month.
good enough for the moment.
little boy of the month
till you find another one

games ( Read more... )

You didn't hurt me, nothing can hurt me, you didn't hurt me, nothing can stop me now ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to feel the Fall creeping up. It's a good feeling. The smells the power, everything just comes together at this time of year. I have many things to look forward too, and most of them are coming up really soon. I have my lovely friends coming to visit me, i have my bday. I have no clue why i feel so good about my bday this year, ( Read more... )

9 more days until my bday

I know i spoke about this before, but i listened to it again and decided to talk about it again. This song means so much to me and my mom. like as much as i would like it to represent some lost love all the song makes me think about is my father, and how i miss him. but not only that but it makes me think of how my mom misses him. i remember her ( Read more... )

its all foggy out, its truely beautiful. i dropped my mom off and just went for a drive listening to music. i went to the park near my house and was presented with one of the most beautiful images id ever seen in my life ( Read more... )