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[deadmendontrape]

unfortunately things with dennis are no good. a lot of bad things have happened since i began dating him. he has had a HUGE negative impact on my life yet i cant seem to forget about him and move on. i lost my job of two years, school dropped me, and i have grown into a deep depression where i have been cutting myself, doing drugs, oversleeping or

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[lost_in_america]

I'm not saying that this is where you are, but just offering my experience.
I've been in an emotionally abusive relationship, so if you need anything
or just want to journal it and filter it heavily...count me in.

[deadmendontrape]

i could definitely use a shoulder to lean on. i feel so ALONE and even though i have my friends and family its just not helping any. maybe because they all have their own opinions on the situation because they know dennis and see how he treats me but the thing is they dont really UNDERSTAND. you know? everyone tells me to break away and move on and be happy because hes no good for me and while i see that that is the best decision it is so fucking hard. im an extremely emotional person and im in love with him i cant get him out of my head even though hes done awful things to me and its obvious he has no respect for me or us and we will never work out together. it would be nice to talk to someone who can relate to the way im feeling so yes id really appreciate anything you can do - comment swapping, email exchange, or a phone call??? my email is jigsawxgirl@hotmail.com
please be in touch

-chrissy

[sameasiteverwas]

you need to somehow coordinate your heart with your head..that's the tough part. :(

[deadmendontrape]

teach me!!!!! please! im so tired of hurting. why do i feel so much? why cant i just like someone and enjoy their company - why do i have to fall madly in love when they dont seem to give a fuck about me?! help

[sameasiteverwas]

I don't know! It seems so easy to give advice when it's other people who have the problem. Once I'm in it myself I don't do as well. I'm pretty good though. I can avoid people and just feel a horrible pain in my stomach for a while.

[sameasiteverwas]

hey are you ok? it's been a long time...

hope you're doing better