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deadpirate2

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Oct 05, 2009 19:32

Have you ever completely and suddenly had to cut someone out of your life? I haven't before, and it's really, really hard. I refuse to let myself give in on this, but it's honestly making me miserable. UGH.

I'm just going to keep repeating, "this is for my own good. this is for my own good." And then maybe, at some point, I'll believe it.

wah

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bluehollis October 6 2009, 00:29:32 UTC

i have been in places where i maybe needed to but ultimately couldn't. :( good luck, that shit is damn hard to do.

bluehollis October 6 2009, 04:11:18 UTC

sounds like a vote of non-confidence but i totally meant it in a good-for-you way.

deadpirate2 October 6 2009, 11:00:36 UTC

oh no, I got that. thanks :)

cuntcumber October 6 2009, 01:25:09 UTC

Why do you need to? I've felt the need to do it for my own sanity, but it's not easy. At all.

Unless you're doing it because they're crazy. In which case you just need to keep telling yourself how annoying they are.

deadpirate2 October 6 2009, 01:41:57 UTC

There's a lot of reasons. I tried a few other things first, and it just wasn't working, and was resulting in me being hurt repeatedly.

Basically I just got fed up and needed to make SOMETHING change. They have a pretty big decision to make and were dancing around it, so I just had to put my foot down in order to make that happen. And now I don't have my best friend. :(

LAME. But c'est la vie.

I just gotta man up with this one, and see how it goes.