i had one of those. things today. that you dont forget ever.
something that haunts you for the rest of your life.

im not being melodramatic.

if maryam wasnt with me. i would have started to cry.

in related news. maryam is fun.
but she is not sexy.
*hiss*
no.

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today i read. all day. well. i managed to almost finish a book between classes. i began to read at lunch in the library but was eventually found by milana. things were awkward between us before i think. things seemed ok with them today. i hope they are not angry with me. i love reading. i love reading good things. i stopped for a while. and have ( Read more... )

i am coughing ( Read more... )

my cheeks aren't really rosy. i've smeared pink dust over my face.
you think im prettier this way.

i take pictures of things you don't see.

my skin is falling off.
i think im prettier this way. even if i am falling down the stairs.
such a pretty pretty pretty blue. [i havent taken my meds for a week. instead i sat here shaking my head until it ( Read more... )

i woke up at 5 this morning to the sound of the world ending.
the lights, the sound, the feeling.

it was beautiful.

i will not. i will not let this go on.

dear world,

you're killing me. just thought i'd let you know in case it wasnt intentional.

sincerely,
tri.

i think i tried to kill myself on friday.
it didnt work.

sorry.