its kindof hard to put on eyeliner when you are crying.

so yesterday i went back to work for the first time in a whole week. no happy dance here..hopefully it will be over soon. i want school to start so badly. I have absolutely NO idea why...lol jk. going to a funeral tomorrow..well not exactly a funeral, a memorial service for a girl at Pantano. she was too young to die, way too young ( Read more... )

ok, this is a guaranteed long entry. just warning you. so i just got back from durango, colorado, and im running on 2 hours of sleep for the day. if a sentence isnt a sentence, u know why now. the best part of my trip was meeting people my age from all over the country, and being so damn comfortable about it! and let me tell u, oH MY BOB there were ( Read more... )

grrr... im so mad! im supposed to go to colorado tomorrow,, and here i am throwing up like no other! I think its cuz i took ibeprofpen w/o eating anything, but this just sucks. I tried going to work, but i just ended up upchucking there, so here i am. i still need to finish packing...

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just got off work..tired...but getting ready for COFFEE HOUSE AT ST. CYRIL'S!!!!! its tonight at 8. Be there or be square. my bro is playing with his rockin band: joe, rob, jay and some other people i cant remember who. see ya there!

I thought that the feelings for him were gone.
I thought I had it down.
I thought that the anger and confusion had dissapeared.
I thought I had taken care of it...
it all came back today.