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[deadtapewrm]

for some reason or another, i feel devestated today. by what, i don't know

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[deadtapewrm]

premonition? unease?

i can't grab the right word.

seasonally affective depressive disorder? but it's been like, fifty degrees and nice out for the most part....

[aman0jyaku]

I don't think I've ever met a really happy person from NYC. Do they exist? =)

[deadtapewrm]

i was, and am, genuinely happy--- i've been so happy as of late, that i think i needed to not be happy for a little bit in order to appreciate it more. i had a 'little earthquake' later on that very same day i posted it--- which is weird... foresight.
it wasn't that little of an earthquake, actually--- but it was weathered out and things are better. better than before, which is almost unbelievable..

i havent been posting and/or keeping up with people a lot because i am really having a great time in life right now. i have an amazing girlfriend and a safe, nice apartment... a respectable job and a more than decent paycheck... great friends and good health... i just dont want to be the braggart or anything...

i think there are just too many people from nyc to begin with in order for mostof them to be happy... you?

[aman0jyaku]

I've been called a happy person by someone from NYC. =) I've been a bit overwhelmed/stressed lately, but I'm sure it'll pass.

[moxie77]

i have felt that lately too, for no good reason, as i am otherwise actually doing ok.

also, sisters of mercy are playing in march. you should come with me.

[deadtapewrm]

hey.
i saw sisters play years ago.... i dont think it was them--- i think they hired a stand-in band because Andrew Eldritch is insane.

i am playing joy division 'closer' album and having flashbacks of freaks and chris showing us his "o" face (oh oh oh)... ;/

[moxie77]

come with me then, it'll be better than last time.
i saw chris at bauhaus. it made me miss our old 'family'. a lot.