even though it was weeks ago, maybe a month ago, i can't stop thinking about coy's "it's time to upgrade to a better girlfriend" email. that he sent on my birthday. to all his friends. with our IM logs attached.

ughhh
UGHHHHH

dear gi bill ( Read more... )

haha, an old definition of "animals" in an ancient chinese encyclopedia ( Read more... )

1. Leave me a comment saying anything random, like your favorite lyric to your current favorite song ( Read more... )

welp, i havent updated lj in a long time, so here goes ( Read more... )

so im watching this video my dad just made of him playing guitar for his granddaughter (my brother's kid)'s first birthday. he's playing the same song he played for my first birthday ( Read more... )

so, it's really and truly over. he said he never wants to see me again. i have never had my heart broken until now, so this is he hardest thing that has ever happened. i have been crying about every 15 minutes for the past week, and i can't sleep, i just stare at the clock and imagine what i need to say to him next time we talk. it's awful ( Read more... )

The term nervous breakdown dates from a diagnosis of women who suddenly became unable to function in their lives. Usually first symptoms are or were ignored, prompting what is now known as a psychotic break from reality, or a psychotic episode.

so i live in my own apartment, by myself, totally single now. i dont know anybody in the area. my boyfriend broke up with me. i dont have a job yet (but i'm looking). my mom is currently not talking to me, either. she accused me of not being able to wipe my own ass, and hung up on me. that is kind of baffling to me since i have not lived ( Read more... )

once again, i'm getting upset about the silliest things. . . like knowing that the roll of toilet paper will be here longer than i will.