drunk... the poison of anesthetic... a sweet relief, like sugar with the downside of being obese. a pale moon rises in these morns, the cloth strains and im to tired to release ( Read more... )

doesnt the day sink when my teeth rot from the pleasures of the sweet. My days now are choked with the stench of betrayal and disappointment. day in, day out, i live in perpetual agony. it doesnt seem as good as it used to be. the luster is gone and polish isnt going to bring it back. you often see your dreams smashed by what needs to be done, ( Read more... )

well... i knew this would happen... i told them... and now here i am, at 8 fucking 30... waiting for their asses to eat an shit... i told them they wouldnt get up an be ready to leave at 8....but no....they said that they'd have no problem with it.... fucking liars... well...i guess you know what this means... my ass is gonna be speeding the whole ( Read more... )

well....i couldn't talk to my beloved last night, i don't know why, i called at least 10 times. I just hope that everything is okay. This is just the first time in a long while i haven't been able to talk with her without being grounded. On a lighter note, I got x-box live..... ::unenthusiastic:: yippie......i still wish that i could've just ( Read more... )

im all about the fucking trials...

Sight scrapes the shimmering light
Predestined eternity, an inevitable cry
Shrieks of my pain, thine devious divine
Slipping breath of life, those of wasted wine
Failed redemption, your cries in vein
Her corpse enthralled, released your pain
Sleep well my child, nustle down, close the door
Lay with me, your soul, evermore

a pale air amongst your hair, wind brushes as soft as it should. The signs of the wall grow nearer every moment, the black nears still. All images have a khaki lens pasted over their usual stream of light. The smell of nothing slips by your nose as the sound of a silent bird catches your ear. With your arm thrown over a piece of solid object, ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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Sanctum behold, our never-ending sight ( Read more... )

meh....(signal of complaint) ....damn....today has been the most boring, break off, shit-filled nothing day... i've done absolutely nothing.....nothing?....not a damn thing......all fucking day... when i tried calling my love (the one thing i can look forward to) ....she wasn't there....but o well... maybe i'll get to see her tomorrow.... i hope so ( Read more... )