okay, so i was thinking while listening to Scarling [it so makes me over-think] while on a car ride [which makes me think even MORE] and i thought of a brilliant idea. i've been contemplating about what i wanted to get written around my wrist....and DUN DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN! i decided on a Scarling lyric. because they're just so beautiful and i have ( Read more... )

honestly....i'm about ready to murder people and then sleep for the next month. i'm tired beyond recognition. and i'm sure i show it. my parents have been asking if anything's wrong and i'm just so fucking tired i feel like i'm breaking. today i wanted to strangle my "best friend" until she turned purple and i couldn't hear her talk any-fucking- ( Read more... )

so i had this dream last night...it was a really weird one. the only people i clearly remember there were Pinky, Chris, and Zach King. he's in cross country too. i probably had a dream about Pinky cause i talked to her early yesterday. anyways, it was like, the last day of school. everybody was in the gym but it was totally different...like... ( Read more... )

yep...life goes on, yeah ( Read more... )

all this cross country stuff is making my head spin and my stomach turn. i'm in for a lot of pain. >.< goody. my legs and arms are killing me. ergggg. but i can't quit. my parents would kill me and/or be "dissappointed in me", my friends Sherri and Daniella would be mad at me for giving up, and i feel like i have something to prove to myself. i'm ( Read more... )

wow...first day of summer vacation...and it totally blowed. everything's been high-stress leveled for the past like, week. and it just keeps getting fucking worse ( Read more... )

Read a book- talk to someone very old- fall asleep with the window open- write down a secret about yourself. Escape.- Peter Wentz.

currently reading: Twenty-Five Modern Plays
currently wishing: it was 10 degrees outside. yay for hoodies. bury me in one.
currently wanting to see: Damioncito <3 the only boy i'll ever love this much.
currently wanting to ( Read more... )

i.am.BORED ( Read more... )

this fucking SUCKS. i haven't gone to school since Friday. i haven't seen my friends since Friday. i've barely even seen existence outside these walls in my house since fucking Friday. this has gotta be the WORST possible time to get this kind of sick. wtf?? i was gonna go to school today to get my missing work and to turn things in, but guess ( Read more... )

wow...yearbooks came in and i was at A Lunch for a few minutes signing Pinky and Kim's yearbook. Kameron said he would get mine for meh cause he goes to the class for 6th period that you have to go to to get a yearbook. this year went by far too fast. ugh, i wanna write more in Pinky's...i don't think it was done...i'll write in it during passing ( Read more... )