Disjointed horrible writing.

[deadwringer]

I am not feeling well at all, and I don't really know what to do. I just keep thinking, "At least everything will be okay after this Friday...or Saturday...or Tuesday...", but that's not true. I find it hard to keep my head up when I'm not working towards some sort of goal or relief. There's no day that I am working towards where everything will be

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[lizabeth]

A lesson my friend keeps trying to drill into me is that you can't really depend on other things to make you happy. If there are things making you miserable, you should by all means address that (you know how, outside help, we've talked). But if you aren't feeling any better when things you looked forward to happen, it's probably not the events but yourself. You can feel miserable during the most fortunate day of your life if you're not feeling together in your head. This is coming off really preachy, I know, and I didn't mean it that way. You can totally delete this if you want. I guess I just thought I'd share what I know and hope it helps. Ultimately I think it's up to you to get the help you need. I think it comes down to that you can't complain if you're not doing everything you can to feel better. We can only help if you help yourself.

Anywho, I adore you.

[deadwringer]

It's just that I've been getting help for a while, and it hasn't seemed to, well, help. It just gets frustrating when you try everything, and it doesn't work. There's not much incentive to keep trying it.

But I appreciate your advice, and I adore you too. And I just e-mailed Sally at the counseling center to reschedule my appointment.