~Its 1 am and Im sooo tired but I know that if I don’t type this now I might forget some stuff.
OK! Today Friday Oct/28
I went to see 30 Seconds To Mars! I was so excited since I loved the band as well as Jared. So the doors opened at 6:15pm and we got on line at 6:40pm around their and I was really bummed thinking I wouldn’t get close to see them and what not. This was my first concert ever and little did I know WHAT WAS IN STORE!
K well the opening bands sucked but somehow on the 2nd to last band I got pushed up and was in the 3rd row in the center -Woohoo!-
But as soon as the intro for 30STMs started I knew I was in for some deep shit.
It was Awesome the Intro! Just awesome! But the people around me wernt. Everyone was all hot and sweaty and on top of each other and their was no place to put my feet. -Very VERY VERY!! painfull- also I kept getting these other girls hair in my mouth -Gross!- so I had to push away from them. But as soon as the show started I couldn’t really enjoy myself. I did cause you know 30STMs was RIGHT their but I couldn’t cause everyone was on top of me. And I really needed water I was gonna pass out. After the 2 and ahalf song it was getting sooooo crazy!! Intense Insane!! Everyone just kept pushing their were people trying to get out and saying they cant take it. So I too tried to get out cause I just about had enough. But all of the sudden!!!! JARED LETO JUMPED INTO THE CROWED AND I REACHED OVER AND TOUCHED HIS SHOLDER!! Yhea I know what your thinking "big whoop" but it was pretty cool at the time. Now I got over it, its all cool! ^_^
BUT! Everyone fell to the floor including myself. At least 35 people! I was SOOO SCARED! Their I was on the ground yelling for help and their was this hugh circle of nothingness cause everyone was on the floor and from my angle I was soo low and I had the perfect view of Jared. It was soo beautiful yet scary at the same time. You know in the movies when a person gets soooo scared that they cant hear anything around them at all. Well that’s what happened to me, I couldn’t hear anything but my thoughts, I keep thinking what if I die? Or cant ever get up! I tried to get my leg out but some one was on top of it and even though I was trying me leg just wonted budge. L and I herd jareds sweet voice “can we help these people up!” he looked really worried. After a min after him saying that and grabing this girls hair to get out -which I didn’t relize at first and now I feel bad- some one reached in and helped pull me up and I helped the girl in front of me. I lost my shoe for a sec but I got it back thank god. Well after that incendice im not gonna lie I was about to pass out and I was still stocked and scared of dieing -I know it sounds stupid now, it even sounds stupid typing it but at the moment it Was so real!-
I went back to my friends and started crying I was soo frighten I started crying yhea but I was also happy cause I got to touch him so I smiled and they were playing From Yesterday, I was smiling and crying and singing at the same time talk about an emotional freak -lol-
Now when ever I hear this song I will never forget that moment :D
and heres a vid i took not all that great, but the intro kicked ass