Weird Ass Dream -lol-
Wow, I had such a weird yet depressing dream last night, I woke up Hating my Friend and I was like why do I hate my BFFL so much? Than I realized it was from my dream ok here we go!
it started with me in New York and I was waiting out side TRL or something? So anyway they let me in and there weren’t that many people. They were all MCR fans -lol- but than all of the sudden they started to play Attack by 30STM and everyone was like -what’s this O_o?- and I started to sing along and the guy their gave me the mic and I started singing and then stopped cause I realized I suck at signing. Than 30STM came out and I was going crazy! No one else was. and yhea they were talking blahblahblahblah and after wards I went up to jared and the dudes and started talking -I don’t know what I said but jared ended up coming over to my house- So Chris -My Best Friend, who’s gay- jared and I were all sitting on my floor talking. Than I decided to leave the room to get something and when I came back I herd noises from outside the door and when I opened the door I saw jared jurking off Chris -lol, Weird huh?- and I slammed the door and waited and when I came back in the room they were all like kissy kissy and I was Super Pissed! So I left Again, and finally when Chris and jared came up to me I said to Chris, "where going to the mall right?" and he was like ummm I doing something else and I said, "but you said you wouldn’t ditch me" and he was like well im doing something with jared. So now I was super pissed and started crying thinking maybe I should kill myself so I could be with jared, and I went on myspace and took him off my top 8 and was about to block him on Aim until he IMed me, and I had to vent so I started throwing dishes and screaming and Chris saw me though a Video Cam after wards I said "if you see me in school not talking to you its because I don’t want to be your fiend anymore so don’t bother asking weather or not im ok," and so I blocked him.
So basically my best friend went out with jared even though he knew I liked jared
And than I had a dream about me being an actress in a horror movie and In another dream I had the same night their was a demon in my Johnny Depp poster but im not gonna get into that one. Lol
it started with me in New York and I was waiting out side TRL or something? So anyway they let me in and there weren’t that many people. They were all MCR fans -lol- but than all of the sudden they started to play Attack by 30STM and everyone was like -what’s this O_o?- and I started to sing along and the guy their gave me the mic and I started singing and then stopped cause I realized I suck at signing. Than 30STM came out and I was going crazy! No one else was. and yhea they were talking blahblahblahblah and after wards I went up to jared and the dudes and started talking -I don’t know what I said but jared ended up coming over to my house- So Chris -My Best Friend, who’s gay- jared and I were all sitting on my floor talking. Than I decided to leave the room to get something and when I came back I herd noises from outside the door and when I opened the door I saw jared jurking off Chris -lol, Weird huh?- and I slammed the door and waited and when I came back in the room they were all like kissy kissy and I was Super Pissed! So I left Again, and finally when Chris and jared came up to me I said to Chris, "where going to the mall right?" and he was like ummm I doing something else and I said, "but you said you wouldn’t ditch me" and he was like well im doing something with jared. So now I was super pissed and started crying thinking maybe I should kill myself so I could be with jared, and I went on myspace and took him off my top 8 and was about to block him on Aim until he IMed me, and I had to vent so I started throwing dishes and screaming and Chris saw me though a Video Cam after wards I said "if you see me in school not talking to you its because I don’t want to be your fiend anymore so don’t bother asking weather or not im ok," and so I blocked him.
So basically my best friend went out with jared even though he knew I liked jared
And than I had a dream about me being an actress in a horror movie and In another dream I had the same night their was a demon in my Johnny Depp poster but im not gonna get into that one. Lol