PAY ME LATER (CHAPTER 10)
Yamapi looks from left to right. There, on his right is Jin who had his face square on the table there. Pi could catch the latter mumbling something incoherent since he arrived there. Then, on his left is Ryo who is staring intently at the blue sky, his eyes never leaving the same spot for the last 30 minutes. He even had his head rest on his hand, looking as though he had been dumped by his girlfriend. Pi rubbed the back of his neck, not knowing what to do to his two best friends.
“Now, now. Stop moping like that and tell Papa Pi what happened..?” Pi’s sudden cheery voice caught the two devastated guys. Pi looks expectantly with big round eyes from Jin to Ryo, expecting them to start the talk.
Jin who looked up from his state before just stare with empty eyes onto Pi. His eyes turned watery all in a sudden and he slumped his face again on the table, hiding his now teary eyes.
“Kazuya.. Why did you do this to me…?” Jin keeps banging his head on the table while mumbling that.
“Why..? Why..? Why..?”
Pi started to panic when Jin started to wail like a baby and calling his lover’s name repeatedly. Pi frantically hold onto Jin to stop him from hurting himself and looks at Ryo, expecting some help from the midget.
“Ryo.! Help me.!”
But all Pi got was Ryo keeps staring into spaces and he could clearly heard the other mumbling something.
“Hime..”and then comes a heavy sigh from the other.
Pi just watch helplessly at Jin who is now back to his moping state, and Ryo who is still gazing into nothing. He sighs inwardly.
‘Luckily I’m a single and happy man.’
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Tatsuya stares at the younger man sympathetically. He totally forgot about Kame when Jin came back. He never thought they will bump into each other that soon. And Tatsuya never thought that Jin will caught Kame kissed Koki and punched the poor guy who knew nothing about this matter.
‘Geez.. What drama he had got himself into.?’
“I don’t know what to do now, Tat-chan. My mind is so fucked up.!” Tatsuya could clearly hear the quivering tone that Kame is using. He just watched Kame wipes his tears that poured down uninvited.
“Why must he came back at this time.? I was about to move on with my life. With Koki. Then he came at the so not right time into my life. I so hate this.!” Kame cried helplessly into Tatsuya’s arms, receiving various glares from the passerby there. Tatsuya sighed inwardly. ‘Why must we choose this place on the first hand?’
Tatsuya just played gently with Kame’s soft hair. He had always treats Kame as his little brother. He had promised to Kame’s parents to take a good care of their son since Kame’s parents live in Paris. When Kame met Jin, Tatsuya had truly trusts the other to pamper Kame like how he did. But Jin had broke that promise and left them all without any reason. Tatsuya sighs for the thousandth time that day.
“Ano… Kame-chan.?”
Kame looks up to meet up with Tatsuya’s gaze. His watery eyes caught the other off guard. ‘So cute…~’
“I was just wondering. How did you end up kissing with Koki.?”
Kame blushed furiously by that question. He had truly forgotten about that event. He touch his lips slowly, tracing the spot where Koki had kissed him. he must admits though, kissing Koki was just so warming. Unlike Jin, Koki is such a soft and slow kisser, trying his best to make Kame comfortable. But still, it’s not the same like how he needed. Kame sighed softly.
After they left Jin, Koki kept his mouth shut, no words spoken from both of them. Kame knew, Koki wanted him to explain about what just happened. But all he did was keeping his mouth shut, standing like a dumb in front of Koki. Koki, receiving no answer, just smiled and kissed his cheeks, saying that he’ll wait for Kame, no matter what happen.
“I don’t know, Tat-chan. We were just playing around, then suddenly I got trapped by him, and we ended up kissing. I never expected that from him. Oh my God.! That is so embarrassing.” Kame cups his face dramatically while Tatsuya just rolls his eyes at the drama queen.
“Do you love him.?”
Tatsuya’s sudden question made Kame speechless. That thought never struck him before. Yes, being with Koki was comforting in a good way. Yes, Koki always has successfully made him had a smile on his face. And yes, Koki sometimes made him felt like he’s the luckiest man ever exist when they’re together. But to be in love with him.?
Then he thinks about Jin. The baka that had left him for 6 months without any news. The lovable baka that has been together with him since forever. Jin and him had been friend since their childhood time, and had been together since 6 years ago. Although Jin is a baka, Kame still believed the love that they shared is impossible to be broken.
“Well. I’m not forcing you to give me an answer. In fact I don’t want to know your answer. Ask yourself, Kame. Who you love the most.? Koki… or Jin…?” Tatsuya got up from his seat, grabbed his big bag along, obviously intending to make a move.
“I need to go, or else I’ll be late. Think wisely Kame-chan. I trust you to make a good decision. Jaa ne..~”
Kame just bid his best friend a small wave. Then he could feel a vibration from his pocket. He took out his phone and found that he just received a message.
From Koki,
Can we meet tomorrow night.? At the usual place…. I’ve got something to tell you…. I’ll wait for you…
Kame flips his phone closed. He closed his eyes, thinking on both guys that made him obviously crazy.
‘Seriously, whom should I choose..?’
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Tatsuya put down his bag on the empty pavement, wiping his sweat off. He smiled when he caught some of the receiver of his newspaper happily read it. It worth his tiredness to see a smile on their faces. He crouches down and leans against the wall, far away from the crowd.
He smiles stupidly again like a high school girl when he thought back about the last night’s event. He never thought that Yuichi will finally know about his darkest secret. Instead of being worried, he felt grateful and unbelievably happy with that. Being with the older had always made him warm.
Tatsuya caught a fallen flower beside him. He slowly gained it into his palm and calculated something on his mind. He then plucking one by one the petals of the flower, while muttering something.
“I love him….. I love him not….. I love him….. I love him not…. I love him….. I love him not….”
That goes on until he reached the last petal. He smiles knowingly when he plucks the last petal. He muttered confidently.
“I love him…..”
Being in his own world, Tatsuya didn’t realize that he’s being watched. Slowly, he could felt that there’s something, or rather someone was hovering above him. He slowly tilts his head up to meet up with the person who is currently hovering above him.
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Yuichi walks clumsily, trekking down the empty passageway. He noticed that there’s no one there, but calculating that the bus just took them away. His eyes hovering everywhere, searching for a certain someone.
He totally forgot that he should meet up with Tatsuya today. Takki-san was a real pain in the ass previously when he gave a detention to him just because he forgot to bring his book. Damn, usually he’ll just shrugged it off and tell him to share with anyone else. Menstruation maybe.?
He slowed down his pace when he thinks back about what exactly his real intention to meet up with Tatsuya today. He blushed a bit when he thinks about that. Today indeed is supposedly his day of confession to Tatsuya. He now had confidently made up his mind to the pretty boy, whether the other will say yes, or decline it. What he knows is his feeling towards the other is positively loved. He is currently in love with Ueda Tatsuya.!
His dorky smile fades slowly when he noticed that there is no one there. He looks around, hoping for a chance to catch the other’s glimpse, at least.
“Has he gone home already.?” he whispered into nothing as he knew himself, he had been late on the first place.
As he turns away to head back home, he was startled when he heard some noise at the end corner of the passageway. Although he feels a little bit hesitates to lurk by that corner, curiosity always kills the cat. He slowly steps his way there, not intending to make his present known by the whomever behind that corner. As he peeks his head there, he gasps a bit as he knew too well the boy there.
“Tatsuya..??”
A/N : late again am I..? I've lost some of my ideas on writing this thus made up my mind to take a break for a while.... sorry..! anyway, this fic is coming to and end, so you better stuck up with me for a while ne.... XD
anyway, comments are always bribed with Maruda love....~ ^__^v