oh kids. its been a long 5 days.

i gave up on the "try not to spend a cent until the 19th" idea. in fact, im going down tomorrow to get set up for the payment plan. cuz ive already spent the gift cards for gas, and my hamster needs stuff, and the bills are just piling uuuuup. so i guess this will just be easier. *sigh* i still dont know whats going ( Read more... )

uuuhhh i feel sick.

i just got my hcc bill. in ADDITION to the $1085 im gunna owe for the loan i took out, i still owe them $650 BY august 19th. there's no way. nooo friggin way. im gunna have to go down tomorrow and set myself up for the payment plan. i hope.

i dont know what else to do. this is the first year that financial aid didnt cover ( Read more... )

somehow ive managed to work an additional 11 hours in 2 days. so much for no hours this week. wootness.

sooo yesterday. oh yesterday was eventful. so i was suppose to work 230-630. which was stuuupid cuz it was so short and i needed the hours. so since melissa was closing, she let me stay lol. helped her bring in drawers, and i even got to count a ( Read more... )

i should be in beeeeeed.

i feel blahish.

paul's funeral was today. weird at first. but as my mama said, probably the happiest funeral i've ever been to. them catholics have nothing on us christians when it comes to funerals.

then i picked up jason and waited for rach to get out of work. whereupon she notified me she'd invited luigi as well. not as ( Read more... )

uurrraaaah! frozen food managers should NOT be left in charge of the store!!!!! GOD! like it was this massive inconvenience to run the freakin store! dont take it out on me just becaue the front end has more problems than your freakin dairy department. and dont give me an attitude when you dont know what to do. grrrr.

im tired of people from OTHER ( Read more... )

what the hey, i have nothing better to do. and this one seems easy enough.

Five People I Love Who Aren't Family

01.  Jason
02.  Rachel
03.  Melissa
04.  Kevin
05.  Joy

Five Things I Can't Live Without

01.  Family
02.  Friends
03.  Car
04.  Computer
05.  Big Y--so sad lol

Five Foods/Beverages I Love

01.  Monster!
02.  Snapple Peach
03.  Pizza
04.  Milky ( Read more... )

oooh my knee. how it hurts. i know its due to that lovely injury i sustained 3 years ago, but i pray that its simply something that was thrown out of whack all these years, and not arthritis, because i dont think i could take this pain if it was all over my body when im like 90. uuuhhh.

anyhooooo. worked 1-7 cashiering today. thank goodness its the ( Read more... )

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

dont listen to coldplay at night. it'll make you utterly depressed.

you guys seriously just have to bear with me and my mood swings. because my tendency to repeat things is the only way i know how to get them out.

i REALLY miss jason ( Read more... )

vindicated.

im happier. wootness. i got an email from jason last night. it made my night. i had to control myself from screaming, i was esctatic. but, he notified me that he wouldnt have dsl for another week, so i decided today that i simply couldnt wait that long. so i drove to amherst today to see him. granted, i drove for 40 minutes, talked with ( Read more... )

just when you think things couldnt possibley get any worse.....well, life just goes and surprises you.

so. i've been a wreck these last couple days. i havent talked to jason since saturday. and in the words of rachel, "you guys use to hang out for like 17 hours every day, how are you surviving?" good question indeed. i miss jason. ALOT. and i wanna ( Read more... )