Ever since Jenn cut me loose, I spent a lot of time reflecting on what happened, how I played into it, what went wrong, what I could have fixed, etc. Through all of this, many things were thrown into sharp relief. Things about average people and how they act, things about emotion and rational thinking, things about myself. I spent 3 solid weeks ( Read more... )

N'a jamais su que je pourrais me sentir comme ceci ( Read more... )

I'm down to one job because my tech job is officially gone, and now I finally find out my girlfriend is still cheating on me and did not want to just walk out because of all the money we had in this place. It's official...my life would have to end before it would get worse than this. I mean, I only have a job and a car left, so if those somehow ( Read more... )

Ok, this entry was going to be very up beat and innocent. I was going to detail some normal events in my life, like money being ok again with the two jobs, how I want to actually do some programming in the little free time I have, how I have done some wonderful new sets with the woman, and how much better we are doing together. But no. 2 things ( Read more... )

Oh man, I realize I have not posted in here in a while, but then again it shows how busy I have been. Since the first weekend of this month, the 3rd and 4th, I have been in training for HD, started my first week of 12 hour days, had my first weekend after such a week, and landed here, in this week. Working a disjointed schedule like this for two ( Read more... )

These just keep coming. I'll bitch about the bad days here, get it done and over with, because honestly I don't let this shit wrap on me to badly ( Read more... )

Let's see, this week I hooked two of my friends up, rekindled an old friendship with one of them, shaved her pussy for her date, finally landed a second job which will put me in the 60 hour work week category, learned the basics of rope bondage and acquired a great deal of rope for that purpose, and a whole bunch of other smaller, less interesting ( Read more... )

Since my last update, things have just been weird. I'm hopefully getting another job very soon, but my bills still won't get paid on time. The woman went away for the weekend, so I scampered off to Worcester so I would not be alone. THAT was an interesting weekend. Maybe I'll put some of it in a friends only post. The interesting thing was ( Read more... )

Wow, the world today was very cool. I mean, all day, the sky was art. I just kept wishing I had a camera with me. The clouds were simply amazing. Every kind of cloud could be seen around the sun set, including patches of blue sky. High cirrus, nimbus, stratus, and cumulus, all set and illuminated against the sun. It just made me feel small in ( Read more... )

2 hours long and it's already shit. Apparently, my only readers, of which there was really only intended to ever be one, think I write to much. Fuck them. I like to be clear to myself about my own thoughts. I was actually thinking of posting a whole series of "summarized" classic works here, but not today. I'm not exactly writing this for ( Read more... )