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[dean_actually]

Another month gone by. Am closer to my goal

Comments

[davidshaw]

You worry too much about shit that doesn't matter, man.

[dean_actually]

You think so?

You're probably right, but what should I do?
Unwire my brain and re-wire it properly?

I bore myself most of the times.

So, I do I learn not to worry?

[davidshaw]

*laughs*

If I worried about the small shit like you...

Wow.

[dean_actually]

So it's big shit and small shit, right?

And obviously, you have the monopoly on the big shit. Right. I forgot about that.

[jon_r_meyers]

I don't know if this is going to help... but in my mind, love is not *necessarily* equaled with exclusiveness. When I go around and meet other uh... guys, it's not love, it's just sex, taking what I need and disappearing again. Some are friends, but when I'm with you, the emotions are that make things different

[dean_actually]

Fuck, Jon. Don't mind me.

You come from different experiences. All experiences that I yet have to make. Maybe.

I'm downright confused today. I didn't mean to ..belittle what we have, in any way.

[jon_r_meyers]

But I want to mind you *smiles*

I know I come from different experiences, and you can't change the way you feel and all (and I wouldn't even *want* to) - I wasn't trying to lecture you or anyhting, just offering my point of view. And don't worry, Dean, I didn't think you were trying to "belittle" what we have or something. I guess I'm just my usual talkative self today and got off on a tangent. I could just have summed it all up in "I love you, no matter what."

*grins* And I do.

[dean_actually]

Jon, don't hate me for saying this, but love doesn't solve everything. Not for me.

And now I do hate myself for saying this to you.