Forbidden Love Chapter 11
Title: Forbidden Love
Author: dean_itoh
Pairing/Subject: Takaki Yuya/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: You know that the boys aren't mine~
Summary: Sometimes love is just to let go
Chinen could only sigh when he saw Yamada was still curling up on the bed. It was his third day in Yamada’s apartment and he made no progress at all. Yamada wasn’t pay any attention to anything. He was on and off. He was staying in his own world and no one can touch him, and when he was aware enough, he would only look at them in silent.
He called Takaki, tried to dig something but got no answer. Takaki didn’t give any clue. He once came to Takaki’s apartment to find a clue but the older gave impression that he didn’t know anything.
Chinen walked over and sat on the bed. He touched Yamada and caressed his back gently.
“What happened to you?”
Yamada stirred weakly. He was still sleeping, and Chinen wished that he would sleep more.
“Should we take him to the expert?”
Chinen turned to Yuto and suddenly looked at him in horror. “Do you think he needs one?”
Yuto shrugged. “Better than doing nothing. He doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t even want to say something so far. It’s been three days. The management started to ask about his absent. Everyone started to wonder. He is a very responsible person so far, so I guess it is very reasonable if everybody asks about his absent.”
Chinen looked back to Yamada and sighed heavily. “I still wonder what happened.”
The bell of the door rang and both Chinen and Yuto looked at the door almost together. Yuto walked out of the room and opened the door. He raised his brows when suddenly Inoo burst into the room while almost dragging someone he never met before.
“It’s him. Please do something.”
The person stood in silence for a while before sat on the bed and touched Yamada.
“Who’s he?” Chinen asked in a very low voice.
Yuto shrugged and didn’t let his eyes off of the person.
“A friend of mine. He studied psychiatry. I hope he can help.”
“What’s the name?” Asked the person.
“Yamada. Yamada Ryosuke.”
The person patted Yamada’s arm gently. “Yamada Ryosuke, can I ask you something? I really need this thing, can you open your eyes for a moment?”
Yamada suddenly opened his eyes and got up lazily. He stared at the person in wonder.
“I’m Shiratori Kanji. I’m sorry but I really need your help.”
Yamada stared at Shiratori in silent, but then he nodded.
“This sister of mine, Mina, she’s your fan. And now she is sick. Is it okay for you to at least give her your signature? I’m sorry, but I really want to cheer her.”
Yamada didn’t respond. He just looked at nowhere in silent.
“It’s okay if you feel you don’t want to do it. I’m sorry for bothering.”
Suddenly Yamada smiled widely and turned to Shiratori. “It’s okay. I’m fine with it.” He got up from the bed and took out a piece of paper from his drawer. He signed the paper and gave it to Shiratori. “I hope she’ll get well soon.”
Shiratori smiled widely too. “She will definitely be well soon.” He led Yamada to follow him and made him sat on the bed. “You have a sister?”
Yamada nodded.
“They’re fantastic aren’t they? Every part of them. Both outside and inside.”
Yamada smiled widely and almost giggled to the statement.
“They will scream just for a little pimple on their face, and cry just for a very simple thing they saw.”
Inoo felt light so sudden. He walked out of the room and took a bottle of water from the fridge.
“Who’s he?”
Inoo gulped the water and turned. “An acquaintance of my college day. He’s very smart.”
“Do you think we can trust him?”
Inoo put the bottle on the table and looked at Yuto. “I told him everything about me. So far there’s no leak. Let’s hope he doesn’t change.”
Yuto nodded many times and turned around. He sat on the couch and sighed heavily. “We really have to do something. Everybody started to ask about him.”
Inoo breathed heavily and sat beside Yuto. He massaged his nape. “I searched. And concluded that it’s about him and Takaki. I don’t know what happened between them but I’m very sure that it’s about them.”
“Yuya didn’t say anything?”
Inoo shook his head. “It’s Takaki Yuya. He won’t say anything.”
Yuto gripped his hair tightly and pulled them many times. “It’s very complicated. Every part of me screamed they should be together forever, but reality won’t accept it.”
Inoo tapped Yuto’s back but didn’t say anything. He planted his cheek and looked at nothing. His mind worked very hard to digest everything but nothing came.
“Shiratori asked the thing you bought on the way here.”
Inoo and Yuto looked up together to see Chinen was staring at Inoo intently.
“What did you buy?”
Inoo stoned for a while before realizing something. He fished his pocket and took out a little bag, and gave it to Chinen.
“What’s this?”
“We went to a drug store on the way here. He said perhaps Yamada needs it.”
“What’s this?”
Inoo shook his head. “I didn’t ask.”
Chinen stoned and just stared at Inoo intently. A silent question darted to the older who just sighed as the respond.
“We can trust him. He won’t do any harm to Yamada.”
Chinen kept silent for a moment while staring intently to Inoo before walked away after taking a bottle of water.
Inoo scratched his head, and this time, Yuto was the one who tapped his back gently.
“I know. He just worried about Yamada. I’m fine.”
Both Inoo and Yuto didn’t say anything for sometimes, until Chinen walked out again from the room. This time, Shiratori followed behind him.
Shiratori stared at them in silent for a while. He had something in his mind but afraid to ask. He sighed heavily and looked at Inoo.
“He needs a lot of time to rest. He’s too tired. Very tired until his mind and his body can’t synchronize correctly. He’s fine, just needs a very much time to rest. He should refresh his mind so his body can work exactly like he wanted to.”
“You mean he should take a total rest?”
“Yes.” Shiratori turned to Chinen and smiled lightly. “You know, when you’ve been pushed until your limit, you will reach this phase. The phase where you don’t want to do anything. The phase where you just want to stop doing anything. He is in this phase right now. Give him time. He will come back to his track when he feels he’s fine already.”
The three of them didn’t say anything. They kept silent. More like confused whether they should tell Shiratori about Yamada’s secret or not.
Shiratori could read them. He smiled again.
“I don’t know about you, but I can see Yamada is hiding something too. And I can see that it is a very big thing.”
Inoo looked away and Shiratori read it as a yes.
“You don’t have to tell me what is it, but if you think Yamada can’t handle it, and you can’t do anything to help too, you can tell me. He is my first patient. All doctors won’t leak their patients’ secret.”
Inoo looked at Shiratori. “You passed? Got the license?”
Shiratori nodded. “I just received the news when you called me.”
Inoo smiled very wide, the thing he didn’t do for a while now.
“Is this secret will ... “ Chinen stopped. He confused to continue his words.
“Depends on how big the secret is.” Shiratori turned to him and could see that Chinen didn’t satisfy enough with his statement. “But the most important of everything is that you stay beside him. He is in a difficult time. A time where he is confused with his own life. A time where he is feeling all alone. You should stay beside him always. Don’t ever leave him alone. I mean in all meaning.”
Yuto and Chinen looked at each other, promised in silent that they would stay and wouldn’t leave Yamada alone. While Inoo, he kept silent for a moment before looked at Shiratori.
“What if ..., someone else has the same situation with Yamada. I mean, has the same problem with him, and this person didn’t say any word to other. He just bottled it up everything by himself and didn’t tell anyone.”
“I can’t tell without meeting face to face with the person, but everyone has their limit. Once the person steps into his limit, there’re only two things. He will walk out of the problem safely with his own will, or he will fall into the dungeon of darkness forever, and no one can rescue him.”
Inoo gulped hard. He stared to Chinen and could see Chinen was staring back at him in horror.
And Yuya is the person who always bottled up everything inside. He never tells anyone about his problem.
Author: dean_itoh
Pairing/Subject: Takaki Yuya/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: You know that the boys aren't mine~
Summary: Sometimes love is just to let go
Chinen could only sigh when he saw Yamada was still curling up on the bed. It was his third day in Yamada’s apartment and he made no progress at all. Yamada wasn’t pay any attention to anything. He was on and off. He was staying in his own world and no one can touch him, and when he was aware enough, he would only look at them in silent.
He called Takaki, tried to dig something but got no answer. Takaki didn’t give any clue. He once came to Takaki’s apartment to find a clue but the older gave impression that he didn’t know anything.
Chinen walked over and sat on the bed. He touched Yamada and caressed his back gently.
“What happened to you?”
Yamada stirred weakly. He was still sleeping, and Chinen wished that he would sleep more.
“Should we take him to the expert?”
Chinen turned to Yuto and suddenly looked at him in horror. “Do you think he needs one?”
Yuto shrugged. “Better than doing nothing. He doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t even want to say something so far. It’s been three days. The management started to ask about his absent. Everyone started to wonder. He is a very responsible person so far, so I guess it is very reasonable if everybody asks about his absent.”
Chinen looked back to Yamada and sighed heavily. “I still wonder what happened.”
The bell of the door rang and both Chinen and Yuto looked at the door almost together. Yuto walked out of the room and opened the door. He raised his brows when suddenly Inoo burst into the room while almost dragging someone he never met before.
“It’s him. Please do something.”
The person stood in silence for a while before sat on the bed and touched Yamada.
“Who’s he?” Chinen asked in a very low voice.
Yuto shrugged and didn’t let his eyes off of the person.
“A friend of mine. He studied psychiatry. I hope he can help.”
“What’s the name?” Asked the person.
“Yamada. Yamada Ryosuke.”
The person patted Yamada’s arm gently. “Yamada Ryosuke, can I ask you something? I really need this thing, can you open your eyes for a moment?”
Yamada suddenly opened his eyes and got up lazily. He stared at the person in wonder.
“I’m Shiratori Kanji. I’m sorry but I really need your help.”
Yamada stared at Shiratori in silent, but then he nodded.
“This sister of mine, Mina, she’s your fan. And now she is sick. Is it okay for you to at least give her your signature? I’m sorry, but I really want to cheer her.”
Yamada didn’t respond. He just looked at nowhere in silent.
“It’s okay if you feel you don’t want to do it. I’m sorry for bothering.”
Suddenly Yamada smiled widely and turned to Shiratori. “It’s okay. I’m fine with it.” He got up from the bed and took out a piece of paper from his drawer. He signed the paper and gave it to Shiratori. “I hope she’ll get well soon.”
Shiratori smiled widely too. “She will definitely be well soon.” He led Yamada to follow him and made him sat on the bed. “You have a sister?”
Yamada nodded.
“They’re fantastic aren’t they? Every part of them. Both outside and inside.”
Yamada smiled widely and almost giggled to the statement.
“They will scream just for a little pimple on their face, and cry just for a very simple thing they saw.”
Inoo felt light so sudden. He walked out of the room and took a bottle of water from the fridge.
“Who’s he?”
Inoo gulped the water and turned. “An acquaintance of my college day. He’s very smart.”
“Do you think we can trust him?”
Inoo put the bottle on the table and looked at Yuto. “I told him everything about me. So far there’s no leak. Let’s hope he doesn’t change.”
Yuto nodded many times and turned around. He sat on the couch and sighed heavily. “We really have to do something. Everybody started to ask about him.”
Inoo breathed heavily and sat beside Yuto. He massaged his nape. “I searched. And concluded that it’s about him and Takaki. I don’t know what happened between them but I’m very sure that it’s about them.”
“Yuya didn’t say anything?”
Inoo shook his head. “It’s Takaki Yuya. He won’t say anything.”
Yuto gripped his hair tightly and pulled them many times. “It’s very complicated. Every part of me screamed they should be together forever, but reality won’t accept it.”
Inoo tapped Yuto’s back but didn’t say anything. He planted his cheek and looked at nothing. His mind worked very hard to digest everything but nothing came.
“Shiratori asked the thing you bought on the way here.”
Inoo and Yuto looked up together to see Chinen was staring at Inoo intently.
“What did you buy?”
Inoo stoned for a while before realizing something. He fished his pocket and took out a little bag, and gave it to Chinen.
“What’s this?”
“We went to a drug store on the way here. He said perhaps Yamada needs it.”
“What’s this?”
Inoo shook his head. “I didn’t ask.”
Chinen stoned and just stared at Inoo intently. A silent question darted to the older who just sighed as the respond.
“We can trust him. He won’t do any harm to Yamada.”
Chinen kept silent for a moment while staring intently to Inoo before walked away after taking a bottle of water.
Inoo scratched his head, and this time, Yuto was the one who tapped his back gently.
“I know. He just worried about Yamada. I’m fine.”
Both Inoo and Yuto didn’t say anything for sometimes, until Chinen walked out again from the room. This time, Shiratori followed behind him.
Shiratori stared at them in silent for a while. He had something in his mind but afraid to ask. He sighed heavily and looked at Inoo.
“He needs a lot of time to rest. He’s too tired. Very tired until his mind and his body can’t synchronize correctly. He’s fine, just needs a very much time to rest. He should refresh his mind so his body can work exactly like he wanted to.”
“You mean he should take a total rest?”
“Yes.” Shiratori turned to Chinen and smiled lightly. “You know, when you’ve been pushed until your limit, you will reach this phase. The phase where you don’t want to do anything. The phase where you just want to stop doing anything. He is in this phase right now. Give him time. He will come back to his track when he feels he’s fine already.”
The three of them didn’t say anything. They kept silent. More like confused whether they should tell Shiratori about Yamada’s secret or not.
Shiratori could read them. He smiled again.
“I don’t know about you, but I can see Yamada is hiding something too. And I can see that it is a very big thing.”
Inoo looked away and Shiratori read it as a yes.
“You don’t have to tell me what is it, but if you think Yamada can’t handle it, and you can’t do anything to help too, you can tell me. He is my first patient. All doctors won’t leak their patients’ secret.”
Inoo looked at Shiratori. “You passed? Got the license?”
Shiratori nodded. “I just received the news when you called me.”
Inoo smiled very wide, the thing he didn’t do for a while now.
“Is this secret will ... “ Chinen stopped. He confused to continue his words.
“Depends on how big the secret is.” Shiratori turned to him and could see that Chinen didn’t satisfy enough with his statement. “But the most important of everything is that you stay beside him. He is in a difficult time. A time where he is confused with his own life. A time where he is feeling all alone. You should stay beside him always. Don’t ever leave him alone. I mean in all meaning.”
Yuto and Chinen looked at each other, promised in silent that they would stay and wouldn’t leave Yamada alone. While Inoo, he kept silent for a moment before looked at Shiratori.
“What if ..., someone else has the same situation with Yamada. I mean, has the same problem with him, and this person didn’t say any word to other. He just bottled it up everything by himself and didn’t tell anyone.”
“I can’t tell without meeting face to face with the person, but everyone has their limit. Once the person steps into his limit, there’re only two things. He will walk out of the problem safely with his own will, or he will fall into the dungeon of darkness forever, and no one can rescue him.”
Inoo gulped hard. He stared to Chinen and could see Chinen was staring back at him in horror.
And Yuya is the person who always bottled up everything inside. He never tells anyone about his problem.