Title: Impulse - Conclusion
Authors: Deans Dark Dream & Mica Monroe
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC17
Warning: J2, slash, angst, shower sex
Disclaimer: We own nothing and intend no harm.
Summary: AU Jensen Ackles decides to do something impulsive on his 28th Birthday that will have unexpected repercussions when he meets his new boss Jared Padalecki. Jensen can't fight the attraction he feels to the older man, but as he discovers more about Jared's life he believes the man is living a lie. Jensen may discover that losing your heart is the price you pay for acting on impulse.
A/N: We hope you enjoy the end to Jensen and Jared's love story!
IMPULSE
When Jensen got on the plane to California, he had already made his decision.
After the Soleil swimsuit campaign was finished, so was he. He was going to leave his job. He was crazy in love with Jared and he just couldn't work with him knowing they would never really be together. Jared had never promised him anything or explained his family situation. Jensen had rushed in where angels feared to tread and he'd gotten burned. He only had himself to blame for getting his heart broken. Jess, Tiana's mother, was living with Jared now. Everyone at the office was talking about how great it was that they were back together. Jensen checked his watch. He was really starting to worry that Jared was going to miss their flight. He breathed a sigh of relief when he finally saw his boss walking down the aisle towards him. He was surprised to see that the dark haired man had a happy dimpled grin plastered across his face. Jensen gave him a small smile in greeting as the tall man sat down beside him.
“I've got amazing news! Tiana is responding well to the new treatments. Her doctors are very optimistic about the outcome.” Jared announced with a sunny smile.
Jensen hugged him impulsively. “That's wonderful news! I'm so happy for you and Tiana's mother!” He exclaimed.
“I was at the hospital all night with Jess. I waited til I got the results before rushing over here to catch our flight.”
Jared talked a bit more about the treatments then closed his eyes and fell asleep. Jensen was tempted to put his hand over Jared's, but he stopped himself and gazed out the window.
~*~
When they arrived at their hotel, Jensen practically held his breath as he waited to see if Jared had booked them separate rooms. When they got in the elevator, Jared gave him a long appraising look. He didn't look away and Jensen shifted nervously as he met the taller man's stare.
“What?” Jensen finally said when he couldn't take it anymore.
“I was just wondering why you were so anxious while we were checking and why you looked so relieved when you found out we weren't sharing a room.” Jared inquired with a raised brow.
“I wasn't thinking about that. I'm nervous about the Soleil presentation.” Jensen forced out after he swallowed nervously.
“You're lying, Jen. Our rooms adjoin, so you could come to my room anytime, but you won't.” Jared said as his gaze narrowed and his jaw tightened.
“I don't understand.” Jensen said looking at the dark haired man quizzically.
“You've been distant lately. I don't know. I thought we were starting something, but I guess I was wrong.” Jared said with a shake of his head.
The elevator dinged and the doors open. Jensen muttered. “I don't believe you!”
Jared followed Jensen as he stomped down the hallway. The blond stopped at the door to his room and swiped his key card. Jensen felt sad, angry and confused. He just wanted to get away from the other man at the moment.
Jared grabbed his shoulder. “Jensen, wait.”
Jensen pulled away from is touch as if it burned him. “I'm not going to fight with you right now. I have to concentrate on the Soleil pitch. We both need to focus.”
“How can I focus on that when all I can see is you, Jen?” Jared said as he reached out and cupped Jensen's face in his hand.
“I think Jess might have something to say about that.” Jensen said and fled into his room. He pressed his back against the door and dropped his luggage. Jensen closed his eyes and tried to get his breathing under control. When he opened them, he gasped. Jared was standing right in front of him and the door between their rooms was open.
“What are you doing here?” Jensen asked in a voice raw with emotion.
“You can't just throw out a comment like that and run away from me. What the hell does Jess have to do with how I feel about you?” Jared demanded.
“She's the mother of your child and she is living with you. I'd say she would be interested to know that you are still pursuing me.” Jensen noticed how Jared's eyes widened and his mouth dropped open. “You looked shocked. You had no idea that I knew she was living with you, did you?”
“That's not why I'm shocked. I'm shocked at what a gossip mill the office is.” Jared replied.
“It doesn't matter. What matters is that you have Jess and Tiana in your life and there is no place for me. I won't be some boy toy that you keep around for booty calls anytime you need to get your rocks off. I deserve more than that.” Jensen declared trying to hold back the tears that were prickling his eyes.
“You're right, Jensen. You deserve much more than that. I think it's time I explained some things to you. Jess has been my best friend for most of my life. We went to school and college together. After college graduation, she married her lover JoBeth. They asked me to contribute sperm so they could have a baby that Jess carried. A couple of years ago JoBeth and Jess were rock climbing. JoBeth fell and died from her injuries. Jess was devastated and asked me to take a more active role in Tiana's life. We have shared custody of Tiana now and I'm loving spending more time with my girl. Why would you think Jess and I were a couple? I'm gay for God's sake!” Jared declared.
Jensen looked up at the taller man. “I just thought it was all a physical thing with you. After I heard about your daughter, I thought you were one of those bi guys who likes to have his cake and eat it too. By then, it was too late for me. I was already in love with you.” Jensen admitted then looked down at his shoes as his cheeks turned pink.
Jared gently lifted Jensen's chin. “I tried to fight this, Jen. I told myself it was just because you're so beautiful and sweet that I thought I loved you. I told myself, if I kept away from you and didn't touch you, I'd stop aching for you. That didn't happen, Jen. Each day I wanted you more. I dreamed about you at night. I thought about you all the time. I've never given anyone my heart before. I love you, Jensen.” Jared pulled Jensen into his arms and kissed him deeply.
Jensen tangled his hands in Jared's thick wavy hair and lost himself in the kiss. He had been dreaming about Jared kissing him like this again and it felt incredible to experience this rush of sensations. Jared's arms tightened around him and Jensen melted against his broad muscular chest. When the taller man finally broke the kiss, they were both hard and panting for air.
“I've got an idea.” Jensen said his eyes glowing with desire.
“What's your idea?” Jared asked as he smiled down at the blond.
“I want us to take a shower together. I've never had shower sex.”
“That is the best idea ever!” Jared exclaimed and started stripping off his clothes.
Jensen removed his clothes quickly and they raced into the shower. They got the temperature just right, then Jared kissed Jensen again. They explored each others wet slick bodies as their tongues performed a sensual dance. Jared's hands moved down to Jensen's ass and squeezed the muscular globes as he pulled the blond even closer. Their cocks slid against each other enticingly as they kissed hotly under the spray of water.
When Jensen made a sound of pure need, Jared turned him and pressed him agains the cool tile of the shower wall. The tall man sank to his knees and rimmed the blond until he was begging Jared to take him. The dark haired man was only too happy to oblige. He got to his feet. grabbed Jensen's ass cheeks and entered him slowly. They both groaned at the electric jolts of sensual pleasure that shot between them as Jared pressed deeper inside the blond. The tall man took his time using alternating long and short thrusts to make the younger man crazy. Finally, Jensen yelled for Jared to fuck him into the wall and the taller man began to pound him deep and hard. They reached their peak at almost the same moment and came shouting as the water poured over their glistening bodies. Jensen sagged back against Jared who held onto him tight until the shorter man was steady on his feet.
“I love shower sex!” Jensen said as he turned around and smiled up at Jared.
“I think we should shower together from now on!” Jared replied with a dimpled smile.
“I like that idea, but for now we've got to get ready for the Soleil presentation.” Jensen declared.
They got out of the shower, dried each other off and went to their rooms to get dressed for the pitch. When they met up in Jensen's room a few moments later, Jared kissed the blond again.
“I just wanted to tell you one more time that I love you, Jen. If I start to get too wrapped up in work or anything else, I want you to remember that you and Tiana will always be the two most important people in my life.” Jared declared as he looked at him thoughtfully.
Jensen blinked back tears as he stared up at Jared. “Thank you for that, Jared. I needed to hear that. Do you think Tiana will like me?”
“How could she not? You are amazing and you make me happy. There's only one thing that could make me even happier.” Jared said with a mischievous grin.
“Oh, what's that?” Jensen asked with a smile.
“I'd like you to do that strip dance for me again.”
“Will it get me a raise?”
“Oh, it will definitely get a raise out of me, but not a monetary one.” Jared said with a naughty grin.
“You're on! As soon as we get back from the presentation, I'll be your private dancer.” Jensen agreed with a brilliant smile.
Jared simply couldn't resist kissing his beautiful lover one more time.
A/N Mica and I just wanted to say thanks for all the lovely comments and support. Hugs! Dare & Mica