I mean you're always going to have periods of time where you are going to think you're "alone" even though you have him. Some relationships are just like that, and it's no ones fault. But I know what you mean..
I know pretty well what it's like to feel alone, even though I wasn't "alone." But seriously, it's right when I started to feel that way that I let myself start to slip away. That's when I was weak and opened myself up to hurt. Be a self-sufficient woman! You can have a man, but not need him. That's what I've learned and I'm never going to let myself be somehow dependent on having a nightly phone call before I go to bed. I don't need any boy, and the one that I will one day actually, really need, isn't going to hurt me when I do let myself be vulnerable and need him. This is a bunch of self-psychoanalysis mumbo-jumbo, so make of it what you will.
emo.. i don't get a nightly call WITH a boy, at lest not with this boy... hehe he works too much for that :p
oh well i find it funny cause i really am happy to have him, but i am also fine with not having him (or maybe i should say not having a him.. i really might be upset if i didn't have eric, being i have a crush on him and all)
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And then go eat some chocolate.
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oh well i find it funny cause i really am happy to have him, but i am also fine with not having him (or maybe i should say not having a him.. i really might be upset if i didn't have eric, being i have a crush on him and all)
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