too late for I'm sorry & yes I am talking TO YOU.

[dear_mew]

Oh dear lord how sorry I really am...
Found yr letter to yr drug buddy the other day...
-wrote back in protest to the days supply...
of missing you.

The lesson is that...not that it will happen again..
but how to deal with my own insecurities.
HOw to not go back to not feeding those demonds.
:(

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[poeticword]

here is a hug * HUUUGGGG*

yanna...i can't believe how much i miss having you here

[dear_mew]

like about as much as i miss you being around....I had a huge cry fest to Jay last night about friends and misunderstandings, people wanting too much of my time and energy....I was totally perplexed cause i wasn't like this when i was home...then i rememebred who i had ben with the whole time-you!!!!
Fuck....come visit!