January 20, 2009 ( Read more... )

because none of my good friends have real jobs.
not only do i have to work harder at my fucking job...
but somehow it's probably my fault that i'm never called.
i guess i should be working harder with my fucking friendships too.

seriously.
what the fuck did i do??
why the fuck am i not called?
WHAT
THE
FUCK.

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erin gave me this today ( Read more... )

my mom's bed is so comfy ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for utah in less than 12 hours.
and i am so excited.
for snow, for my mother's arms, for my dog, for christmas...

but i just can't stop the nagging feeling in the back of my head and in the pit of my stomach.
that everytime i come back from utah, something bad happens.

ECC = straight C's bitches ( Read more... )

iiii'mmm
sssooo
dddeeeaaaddd.

dude, seriously.
school sucks.
it ruins your life and your brain.
i don't want to go back for a long time.
i can't say ever because i know that would be a lie.
but i seriously want to say i'm not ever going back.

bbbbbbbbbbbbbbllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh.

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my mom is leaving in about a half hour ( Read more... )