i hate when you come back from a trip or from being some place for a certain extended period of time ( Read more... )

everything crumbles.

saw brokeback mountain.
most amazing thing.
GONNA marry jake gyllenhall.
he's half jewish you know.
but a whole lotta man.
when i become famous,
he's my first fuck.

midterms just went amazing.
i think i cried for hte first time in 2 years?
but w/e i did ok on most.
who even cares.

you know what i'm finding?
the hardest thing is to admire from afar...
to know that you know it could be perfection with a person,
but they would never return that.

maybe i just need to get over myself.

i've come to realize ( Read more... )

frustration.
nothing but extreme motherfuckin' frustration of every kind.

sooooo who's got some resolutions ( Read more... )

kevin kline was at the play we saw today.
and i shook his hand.
my life is now complete.
that is all.

okkk well i guess since i got tagged twice, i can't upset the livejournal gods ( Read more... )

im in way over my head.

i hate this feeling of constant floundering; gasping for air.
i just want to grab hold of a piece of driftwood and go to an island paradise.
take me away from this constant push and pull.
it's amazing how controlled our lives are.

as soon as i've gotten one thing done, something else comes to take it's place.

fuck...