maddy you're such a great girl , i really don't deserve someone like you as a friend . i have issues with tending to neglect & take for granted those who give to me . sometimes i just have to take out my frustrations from everything that's going on onto someone , and goshisoundexactlylikemystepmomwhenisaythisanditmakesmewanttokillmyself but you're around me alot and for some reason i have to freak out on you . i really don't want to put you in the same category as that tape . i'm such a horrible person for doing that . i don't know why i insist on not hanging out with you & amanda & lisa all at the same time , i .. don't know . i think i'm just kind of afraid i'll lose them , but now i'm afraid i'm losing you . you can be violent sometimes , and i think it affects me in the way it does because it reminds me of my stepmom , and it's scary to think that people i escape to are the exact same way the people i'm escaping from are . i know you don't mean it to mean that to me , but it does . i think we need to be more open with each other
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you're such a great girl , i really don't deserve someone like you as a friend . i have issues with tending to neglect & take for granted those who give to me . sometimes i just have to take out my frustrations from everything that's going on onto someone , and goshisoundexactlylikemystepmomwhenisaythisanditmakesmewanttokillmyself but you're around me alot and for some reason i have to freak out on you . i really don't want to put you in the same category as that tape . i'm such a horrible person for doing that . i don't know why i insist on not hanging out with you & amanda & lisa all at the same time , i .. don't know . i think i'm just kind of afraid i'll lose them , but now i'm afraid i'm losing you . you can be violent sometimes , and i think it affects me in the way it does because it reminds me of my stepmom , and it's scary to think that people i escape to are the exact same way the people i'm escaping from are . i know you don't mean it to mean that to me , but it does . i think we need to be more open with each other ( ... )
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