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so i'm pretty deleriously happy that i actually found a rolling admissions school that doesn't suck! and i talked to the admissions counselors today and they were super great and personable and lovely and i poked around on their website and fucking AHH i love it. if i went there i would officially speak FOUR languages fluently (english, spanish, french and greek.) they have campuses in santa fe and annapolis MD and they give out really amazing scholarships and AH i just fucking adore it why didn't i apply there before. oh yeah its st. johns.
even if i dont get accepted this renews a considerable amount of my faith in my own survival. even if i get fucking deferred a semester, i'll be ecstatic, because i'll be able to go to spain and kick around for six months. i dont know why i'm so addicted to having plans in my life but seriously, just the idea of something good makes everything better.
okay maybe this wasnt that long.
also I'M ABOUT TO EAT CAKE.