since i've taken on a semi-hermit kind of lifestyle, it takes real effort to get me out of the house. i was out all day yesterday, as in 8am to 11pm, because: 1) i didn't want to commute to get to some friends so i hitched with the sister who leaves for church insanely early; 2) i needed to get something for the mom's birthday; 3) buy shoes; 4) ( Read more... )

"freaking out" best sums it up. both the good kind and the bad. ice cream would be so help right now.

one of the things i thought i'd do for 2012 was be more sociable. i'm taking the smallest baby steps there are towards that goal by just making sure that at least one thing good happened for every month ( Read more... )

i write for work, yes, but i am nowhere near being a fiction writer. so you can imagine my discombobulation minutes after i signed up for NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) a couple of weeks back, much to a friend's prodding. doing 50,000 words in a month is doable. i am more of concerned what those 50,000 words would be. and let's not forget ( Read more... )

recent turn of events are making me re-think my "decisions". not that i've decided on a lot of things. for now though, i'm tucking the drama card away. dear god, i've becoming annoying, just posting to ramble about shit. whatever happened to this journal anyway? i don't post about happy, fun stuff anymore and all sorts of happy, fun stuff are ( Read more... )

last night i found out (again) that people notice me more than i think they do. and that they have kinder words for me than i have for myself. so thank you. <3

so i went on and got (downloaded) pokemon black and white because i recently wrote about the game and wanted to see it for myself... it's pokemon and i'm that impressionable, so there. :D ( Read more... )

who the fucking else are we supposed to write for ( Read more... )

the way i dress has nothing to do with how well i write. bow.

petty concerns are petty. but just because you understand doesn't make it any less uncomfortable.