not as easy as I hoped but not the worst either

[dearnana]

Went back on what I said as far as things will be easy for me at fir. I sort of went off the deep end a lot with Nick on AIM today and feel shitty about even going there. Were defiantly not getting back together one of the lesser reasons being as Nick says "I think I need someone who's a bit further along in their career/life path". Touche. Along

Comments

[learnaboutruby]

What does your career status have to do with anything? That seems silly.

Unhealthy as it is, pushing someone's buttons until they say something you find unforgivable is an effective way to stop wanting to get back together with someone, so maybe that's why you were mean to him--wanting him to return in kind so you'd feel more comfortable accepting his absence in your life?

Keep on keepin' on <3

[dearnana]

Possibly driving him to the point where I hate him? Its very possible. Seems like its easier to part from someone you can find many faults with.

[ninjalie]

I'm glad you're not going to be too upset with yourself for snapping. That was quite an insensitive thing to say to someone you've just broken up with. Embrace your inner bitch, she will protect you from further hurt. We will have fun and distract you from your worries on Friday. I need to learn to sew. Annika looks like she can sew. She had some pretty awesome transformer pants at a party once. I wouldn't know where to get fabric like that let alone sew my own pants. Maybe she bought them somewhere...

[contentwithit]

wow i can't believe he'd say you need a better career, that's a total dick move.
I'm glad you're taking a break from relationships and not trying to just jump into another one i HATE when people do that.
so you said some stuff that you shouldn't it's ok breakups do that to people totally understandable.
hope you have a kick ass weekend XD

[dearnana]

He stated he wanted someone father ALONG in their life path. Not that my career choice sucks. That was just a teeny reason as well. It was mostly me fucking up. If i hadnt fucked it up so bad then he prob. would have not let it be an issue. But all these things at once is a bit much.

[contentwithit]

well either way don't blame yourself you are amazing ^_^ just learn from it and continue being awesome <3 you're good at being awesome

[changerlove]

Breakups are teh suck.

I'm glad you're welcoming love :)
keep on truckin'

[luce]

Yeah, being friends with exes sucks :[ (as I'm sure you've seen from my multitude of whiny LJ entries....lol)

When you jump right into being friends with no break in between to get over them, it makes it hard to EVER get over them....so having a break from him will be good :] and I'm sure you two will be friends again when the time is right...

[dearnana]

There is no break planned? Hes coming here to night and I think a movie Sunday

[luce]

oh, I guess I thought you were because you said you shouldn't have assumed you could jump into being friends right away.

[dearnana]

Ill edit that