since when do i care, about people's reactions.? its so strange, because normally i could care less ( Read more... )

i spend my days as though there were no tommorow, but no one knows nobody knows...oh even i am fucking clueless...why we live small lives...im tired of being such a nonentity, i want to be something big. but i can't step up, im afraid of things that can't be seen, i'm afraid of disease, and failure...sometimes i have trouble with confrontation, and ( Read more... )

so, i guess im just a big jerk....i dont know why i do these things...but i must be confused, maybe, there's a motif behind all that i do ( Read more... )