this shit figures.

bipolarity is killing me.

It's not my bipolarity... it's someone else's.

It's going to drive me off a cliff.

Please...

Please...

Please...

Please.... stop.

I want to be normal again.

I don't want to end up in a cage again.

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What the fuck?!?!

Cut it out!

You're driving me fucking crazy!

What...fucking...ever.

If you really, SERIOUSLY, cared...

or if you had a little respect for yourself,

you would have NEVER, EVER did what you did.

I don't want even want to look at you.

It hurts.

Reaaaaaaaaly hurts.

My head does anyway.

I need some acemenatophine.

Desire, I would try it either way
We believe in something invisible
The sense of smell that you use all your life
Well now you know your father lied

It's all we have
So find me a place to begin

If I could get this feeling to end
With trembling idle hands holding me there
We laugh in the face of love
Cause nobody's really there
Nobody's real

I don't think I'm ever going to love someone as much I loved this one girl.

I can't stop thinking about it.

I miss it.

I wanna go skate.

I cannot stand my thoughts.

Weird troubling, grotesque pictures cycling through my head.

I'm going insane.

It is hard for me to even look in a mirror without being horrified.

I need a catalyst.

Something to give me motivation to keep going...

...because I seriously cannot take much more of this.

Seriously....

What the fuck am I doing here?

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God DAMN I need to go to sleep.

Too bad I can't.

I have a long ass day tomorrow.

I saw across the universe with my homie... and it wasn't that great.

If it wasn't for The Beatle's songs they were singing, I would have bailed.

In some parts it was visually appealing, but nonetheless...

It blew.

Good night.