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[death2r0mantix]

you know, waht i have been wanting for a long time is a mature girl. one who can talk with me about deep things. like for example the question about souls. it seems kind of unimportant but it matters. the point is, that is what i want, a mature girl. my age, intelligent, beautiful. but i realize now, im attracted to girls that arent so much of this

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[death2r0mantix]

you suck and i hate you.

[anonymous]

why dont you just grow up and stop bugging the shit out of everyone else for feeling things like this. you always tear everyone down so freakin easy but when you fall off your high horse its always oh so okay. dont be such an attention whore.

[suicidalbckbird]

I think the anonymous is an attention whore.
Only because THEY know being anonymous will get them attention.

Then again,
he/she could be quite stupid,
thus the post,
therefore not really deserving of the association of intellectual genius
of this whore-ish attention grabbing.

Hmm.

On the other note,
Javi,
Life is filled with irrational fears,
you'll grow out of them,
but it doesn't make you immature,
it makes you unready.

In my opinnion that is.

[cutelilducky403]

i think anonymous is an attention whore too.

and if they r being torn down due to sum1 elses problems....thats lame. and their problem. deal w it urself. dont blame it on sum1 else.

-_-

geez. ppl these days.

[betharoonie]

i think you want to feel mature.
but not to be mean, but i dunno if you're there yet.
i'm sure once you find a girl you'll know
but girls are lame and easily scare boys off

[xkerpowex]

I still don't think that trees have souls and that we do because we're living in a different state of being. Does that make sense? Like, the trees are living, techinically, but they have no awareness of it.

and about this post, I think that you just want what you've never had, just to see if maybe that's really what you want because you're not content with what you've had. idk

I feel like Kim commenting on your journal all the time like this.

[suicidalbckbird]

I still don't think that trees have souls

if your wiccan or pegan you usually believe everything in nature has a soul.
That believe goes way back in time.
But there's really no one who's been there and back to let us know, right?

I felt the need to comment this one,
because it had some depth.

Anyways,
it just depends in the individual wants to believe that way.
I mean,
I think of it like, we were tought everything,
and later on we choose to accept it.
as in if we didn't have TV or parents or any infuentual materials
when we are younger
we wouldn't believe in love/hate/(insert random emotion)
if some crazy fool came marching in saying so.

Just because were not accustomed to it.

So maybe trees do have feelings
we just don't agree to that idea,
because its kinda new.

I could go on and on. But I'll stop.
Writing history papers don't write themselves,
and thats somewhat depressing.

[suicidalbckbird]

heh "pegan" I totally ment pagan

[xkerpowex]

I feel like I'm in Theory.

[cutelilducky403]

i love you javi.

and...if i was in a less tiredandnotwantingtothink mood then i wuld prolly try to put sum useful imput in..

but no its not wweird or w.e. to fear wat u want.

wat u want is a change.

change can b scary.

but u cant live out ur life thinkin of al the wat ifs.

i kno that 1.

wat if u suck it up, get the girl of ur dreams, and it actually works.

if not...hey u learned sumthin from it didnt u?

always good to learn.

u wuldnt b as "mature" as u r w.out hardships n learning.

and having a more mature gf wuld also push u to learn more n become more mature.

and if ur the mature 1..u can do the same to her.

thats how u grow n become close to ppl.

and besides....y do u have to b the more mature one?

y cant she?

or u b more mature in one area than the other? (actually i do think thats possible)

think about that 1 n get back to me if u wish.

*muahs*