sometimes i don't feel like i'm really living,  i'll remember things but i don't remember living it....

my bad habbit helps though...

goodnight
and 
good bye

cmsmith

all i try to do is not have anything to do with him... its been that way all my life, i mean more so in the last few years then ever, but still that was the unwritten, unspoken rule.  just leave dear o' dad alone, and the world would be a better place for you.  i'm very rushed now, so i can't really elaborate at the moment, but pretty much... i ( Read more... )

It’s funny how your thoughts about someone can change over night.  Yesterday I was completely in love with him, and said I had no hope of getting over him, but today I feel as if yesterday I was ignorant, and not seeing the whole picture.  I know now that I can still love him, but in a best friend sort of way, I can’t stop him from seeing others, ( Read more... )

I’ve made a lot of mistakes in the last few years, and I haven’t been the nicest of person, but I regret that.  I’ve blown up at my friends, I’ve been paranoid and accused people, and I’ve laughed when things aren’t funny.  But, in the last year I’ve probably done the worst thing yet, I’ve forgotten people.  I started keeping to my self, because I ( Read more... )

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss you

cmsmith

I guess there's no point in saying this cause it won't make a difference any way, but....

Why does no one comment on any thing i post any more, at all?!

just confuses me.... sorry to bother you....

good night and good bye the end

cmsmith

i am so tired. so i am really bored, why is there nothing at all to do in wabasha? oh well, i have to work at camp next week and have little children climb all over me like a jungle gym, for free. oh well, better than doing, nothing like i always do. i am so sick of living here. everything here seems so pointless, and everything that could go ( Read more... )

um... that's all i pretty much have to say....

i did not miss the stupid 90 degree weather with humidity.

good night
and
good bye
the end

chelsea