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[death_majick]

I fucking love how it feels like everyone's just leaving me behind. All my friends are to busy to keep up with me. 'manda still talks to me every once in a while, Mikey's always gone, with someone else... or he's just plain disappeared. and bev's doing this whole cutting thing, I guess. I actually thought my friend's would always be there for me. I

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[drugsontop]

Do ever feel that drugs have to do with any of this? Not saying with you, but with the people that you are around?

[death_majick]

It was in the begining. they were a big reason... mikey was always gone, getting all fucked up. Mikey and bev were in town for a whole week before they came to see me and their reasoning for it was because they were to fucked up... but now, I dunno what it is. I guess like arrow said.
We each have our own lives to live... and sometimes you have to let things go... even as hard as it is...

[drugsontop]

If you really like something, then you can let it go. That is what im having to do now.

[_arrow_]

Beleave me, I know the feeling. After high school me and my three friends always hung out, Playing Smash Bros., that kinda stuff. Then George joined the Guards (I warned him about it) and now he's in Afganistan. Mark left for college on the other side of the state. Now the only one around is JD, but we've grown apart, despite him not noticing it. Losing friends sucks, but it part of life, we all have to lead our own lifes. The important part is to just remember the good times you had. The good news is you'll always make new ones, I work nights too and I've made two new friends and we hang out when we get spare time. Life keeps pushing on, sometimes we just gotta let go of things even though it's hard.

hello from gerg

[anonymous]

I under stand that you have a heard going life but you have friends that care you are a great person and I have admired you for who you are you are truly beautiful ash and I hope you under stand that even you don’t know it or think that im lying to you have made me a much happyer person with just your presents in a room I hope you life the best life that you deserve and that you only should get the best out of every thing I also want to thank you for being alive and just for being you have helped me in a way that you will never under stand