Went down to my dad's house this last weekend. Never really realized how hard he works.. Not only did we have to get a load of stone for Angelo's, but we had to go over to a house my dad's building for some over ambicious engineer named Ken. My dad's been so stressed his blood pressure is through the roof... but her refuses to go to the doctor. ( Read more... )

I miss everyone. I feel bad because I haven't called anyone lately... save mikey and bev. But I haven't even really wanted to hang out with them... No offence. I just haven't wanted to be around anyone. even myself. Unfortunaly that's not exactly possible. I just feel like I've kinda lost myself... And I beat Dark Cloud not to long ago. The only ( Read more... )

I don't even have the insperation to write anymore. But I figured I'd update anyway. Spent the past week while tay was gone on the road with mikey. Stayed out 'til about 3 in the morning, go home, Get up at about 2 or 3 in the afternoon, go out and do it all again. This past week has been a blur. A long blur. I'm exhausted. And tay came home today ( Read more... )

it's starting to feel like I can't do anything right. I can't seem to get a grip on everything and I end up passing over things... I've been trying really hard to get everything figured out. Well. Letting everyone know my feelings on situations lately, instead of just sitting there taking what I get. And insomnia's taking over. I slept 12 hours ( Read more... )

How to make a death_majick
Ingredients:

1 part intelligence

3 parts self-sufficiency

3 parts beauty
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of fitness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Lately I feel like everything is falling apart at the seams. I don't know what to think of things anymore. Everytime I try to straighten everything out in my head... but things end up piling up on top of each other... train wreck style... Then I try to get it all sorted out by talking to people about it all... That doesn't work out very well... ( Read more... )

Mornin. haven't been gettin much sleep lately. I stayed up all night playing Dark Cloud. I'm addicted... 25 hours. Oh yeah. I just rebuilt the second town.. but I've got some powerful weapons. That's my favorite part about it... building up your weapons... Think I'm gonna go jump in the shower. Give my playstation a chance to cool off... then go ( Read more... )

Why do I worry about the things I have no control over... my mind starts workin and eventually i'm all worried about something I've concoted in my mind and it's something that probably wouldn't happen anyway... but there's still that what if... And I don't think that my idea's are that far fetched that it's not entirely possible... I try to keep ( Read more... )

I always feel disapointed when I come home. Kinda like I've been jipped or something. Like I've gotten my hopes up for something big... but it never happens. Everyday still feels like the same old shit... I need to find a better way to spend all my free time. And I really want some of that Matte for my artwork. I'm tired of all of my drawings ( Read more... )