i could have drove around town all night.

going fast
the windows down
the faint really loud
no cars
night

it was what i needed. it was just this rush of...something.
too bad it was cut short.

now i'm left with this feeling of semi-relief. which just brings everything to the surface and makes me stare at what i'm feeling. instead of the wind blowing it ( Read more... )

waffle house tonight?

ok, so i have a couple questions/requests.
does anyone:
1. want to go see Mr. and Mrs. Smith with me when it comes out?
2. want to go to see a movie at the drive-in theater this weekend?
3. want to just hang out all day and do whatever (i.e. play video games, watch movies, eat, swim, etc ( Read more... )

So tonight we're hanging out as a family.

Odly enough it was my idea.

ah...the shins, the faint and cinnamon bread make me happy.

I love feeling unconventionally beautiful.

List of marathons i've watched in the past two days:
Inferno II
Next
Laguna Beach
America's Next Top Model

I've also watched two movies:
The Fifth Element
Finding Neverland

Plus a ton of sleep.

Days it's been since i've seen someone outside of my family:
4 1/2

That's right, i've been sick. stupid strep throat.

i can't even play mahjongg well anymore ( Read more... )

So i successfully completed the mission i had set for myself saturday night.

funny how what i thought would make me feel better ended up making me feel worse.

i'm not sure how much longer i can feel like this. it's draining. it's painful. it's past due. it's pathetic.

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new AIM: AMarie683

Ok, so that crazy "hey check out this" virus i had changed my password for my Blondiegirl683 AIM screen name. So i had to get a new one. it's AMarie683.