Im okay with assuming no one cares. Im better off with you not proving that.

Im having a hard time not looking over the fence. I know what i have in front of me is what ive chose for myself. its mine to accept.. and despite what im about to say Im grateful. Im grateful  for what i have, grateful for my friends  and my family, grateful i get to live a life based around music.. but Theres just too big of a hole in my life to ( Read more... )

My brain tends to work a million miles a minute working on ways to promote, market and monetize ideas and products.
my dream job is just to show people how to promote their products and generate revenue..

More random thoughts.
ive been told that the mood youre in right before you do a hallucinogen is key to a 'good trip' or a 'bad trip'.. ive never had a bad trip but ive been told it can be the utmost grueling experience ever..
Death being the 'trip' that it is.. what if "heaven" and "hell" are  defined by the positive and negative mood youre owning ( Read more... )

I dont know why im up.
But i am.
Not a whole lot to say.
Just really wanted to type something.
Working on a show.
Yep.
Peace.

I think when a man sleeps around and women get emotional over it. Its passed off as just women being emotional.. "women being women" Other men applaud the situation because they share the same desires.
Women are forced to accept  it by the ruling of the majority.

Yet when a woman sleeps around and men get emotional over it. It puts men in an ( Read more... )

Its hard for me to not envy my friends who get much more attention than i do
Knowing im unappealing hurts
It cuts pretty far.
Its hard for me to have any kind of confidence knowing im short fat and quiet
All i have is being smart, creative and nice

I feel like all my friends are either playing shows, working or has plans. I just wanna go to this hip hop show at cahoots then find something random to do. but im not feelin the night of a loner stoner.. i hate that people drive like assholes. Not trying to be harassed by cops.. I always hate NYE.

End of the night thoughts:
- do what you can to keep a positive mental attitude. It pays off
- ive been saying this for the passed year and a half. Kentucky hip hop is the strongest its ever been. Tonight totally solidified it. I know theres a bunch of you but if you performed tonight- you killed it. Im more than excited to see what happens with this ( Read more... )

I do as much as i can to put good into the world. I work for little to nothing and help everyone i can. Tonight i was reminded theres dishonest and shady people amongst us and it just bums me out. To the guy who scammed me out of 30 bucks tonight with an elaborate story and just for him to run off like i knew he would the whole time- i hope ( Read more... )