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i just might stop to check you out.

someone said it today and i truly almost cried.

but that's okay. i don't even remember who it was.

oh...

yes i do.

funny.

you can't imagine how long it's been.

thanks.

falling faster now and i am not sure where i am going ( Read more... )

in a moment you'll know everything...

was it all a dream?

it's too vague now to recount.

just go back to sleep.

as with so many moments in the past several months... i'm not sure if this is really happening. it's sort of sad.

i think time is getting smaller.

nevermind.

happy december 25

it's jesus's 2005th birthday.

i keep expecting this to get easier.

good night, world.

i'm becoming more convinced.

which is, at once, frightening and comforting.

it gets worse when i think about it.

well ( Read more... )

at least you have an excuse.

i

feel

so

alone

this is just ridiculous. i don't know. i had a decent day today. i had an okay day ( Read more... )

in less than six months i will have graduated. i will hopefully be packed and ready to get the hell out of here ( Read more... )