Dear God:
Mom hasn't been home since yesterday at 11:30 AM. It is 8:30. She is nowhere to be found. She worked last night, and she gets off at 11, and she didn't come home. I'm tired of this. It's always been like this. This scenario: I'm the 39 year old and she's the 17 year old. It's not supposed to be like that. I've come to the conclusion that both of my parents suck so much ass that it has turned around and is incredible. I don't have any numbers to reach her at...she never called me. Why is my life this way? I want normal, if normal means a good life.
Okay, guys, I'm not going all melancholy on you like you-know-who...but I'm fed up with it. It's always been this way, and when I think the scenario is over, it comes back for one more kick in the ass. (my ass, mind you)
And I woke up with a cold.
I have to walk my dog now.
Edit: She came home around 11 drunk. So, then she told me to get dressed and we'd go out to breakfast cause SHE was hungry. Well, her car was still at work, so we had to take a cab to her work (the first time I've ever sat in a cab) and I told her I was gonna drive, cause really...I don't wanna die. So, we went to get breakfast, and then I drove to Royal Farms, almost died cause of some idiots, and then I went to Safeway. I lost my mom at Safeway, and found out she was at a wine store, so I bought Starbucks. It was a busy day, and this was all before 12. Amazing.