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[deathbox696]

hm long time sense i have typed in this ... it feels kind of weard i guess the resion why i havent been typin in it is because i get tired of bitchin about my life but now i really need to i am really upset b/c my g/f wants to go to a club and she directly told me not to go and told me that she was going to go dance with other guys

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[yaknowyaloveme]

who is your girlfriend?

hey

[anonymous]

i'm reading this now quite a while after... but i didn't say i was going to dance with other guys... you misunderstodd me.. i said if a guy was to dance with me that it would just ruin my night and i would just stop dancing and be all upset and want to go home. i don't want to hurt you like that, i don't want to hurt you in any way. i'm really sorry i upset you.. but you gotta tell me whan i do these things i guess. but ya know after last night it seems like i can't help the fact that i hurt you.. like it jsut happens and i feel terible about it... i think that part of the reason that i'm not so trusting is that in my life i've been let down by the poeple i trust the most (really close freidns). only like 2 people really stuck by me during my time of need and that showed me some true colors of the people i thought that i couldtrust and it hurt me bad and just messed up my head. i tell myself to trust you becuz i know i can, you've already proved that to me, but something just won't lemme do it. it's fear of rejection and the fact that