As I was randomly perusing livejournals, I ran across yours. Stepping back is the hardest thing to do, as I recently learned. Being in love and stepping back is even harder. Especially if the person you're in love with loves someone else, after having loved you unconditionally for 8 years. It took seeing him love someone else to realise just how much I love him, and took his love for granted, only seeing him as a friend. I'm dying inside, but like you said, true love is never easy. It only gets harder as it grows, and bumps occur. I wish you the best of luck with it. It can hurt, but it is the most beautiful thing on the planet.
yeah but its even harder when the person is so in love with themselves that they cannot contain their need to display themselves in every way possible. and swears up and down they love you, but still continue to cheat and lie.
It's true. I left that comment ages ago. And I've learned to step down gracefully. However, I fell. But there was someone amazing walking by, and managed to catch me. I refuse to use "love" in this scenario yet, since the future is so uncertain, but this time I think I have it right. You seem to have a good head on your shoulders. You can do better than someone who only thinks of themselves, and their selfish needs.
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its awful.
but im learning
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You seem to have a good head on your shoulders. You can do better than someone who only thinks of themselves, and their selfish needs.
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really. i hope everything is as lovely as it can be!
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