id understand where you were coming from if every relationship you've had ended with lies, deceit and dishonesty and lack of respect. but they havent, as far as i know this is your first to end messy, so instead i will grab you and shake you and say david it happens and you have every right to feel very sorry for yourself for a long time. but dont you dare say that this is a metaphor for the rest of your life and that you'll never get what you want and/or deserve. or at least dont write it where i can see. it was time and lack of communication that messed things up, not a trait you have that you will carry around and inflict on people. have some fun and be selfish for a whilex
i'm saying i feel like a fucking idiot for letting my defences down in the first place, not that there's some evil conspiracy by god to fuck my life up, just that i need to learn not to get so attatched/bothered. although i know i will end that way again many times in my life. tis frustrating.
people call me "cold" if i prevent myself from getting hurt anyway.
i believe "meh" is the only correct way to sum this up.
let me have my pathetic little bout of self pity/irrational sadness.
i think its good to let yourself get very attached/bothered. ultimately it will hurt more in the end but you'll find someone with whom you being so attached and bothered is the reason it doesnt end .take care
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it was time and lack of communication that messed things up, not a trait you have that you will carry around and inflict on people.
have some fun and be selfish for a whilex
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people call me "cold" if i prevent myself from getting hurt anyway.
i believe "meh" is the only correct way to sum this up.
let me have my pathetic little bout of self pity/irrational sadness.
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