why do I persist on torturing myself so much? I wonder about alot of things that I really shouldn't wonder about. She's so much prettier than I am, and sometimes I find myself wondering if, not only does he still love her, but, if I'm hearing the same things she heard. It TERRIFIES me to think, that I'm just another statistic, or just another lay. ( Read more... )

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i think i should stop drinking. i feel the need to call someone in florida.

why is there no silver liner? why does everything have to hurt? why did you have to lie? why can't i turn back time? why do my intestine's feel like they are going to fall out? why am i so scared? why cant i sleep? why cant i eat? why cant i think? why cant i leave? why am i lonely? why dont YOU care? why cant i not care? why is this tearing me ( Read more... )

i dont know how many times i have to say iam sorry. i just wish i could have everything back to the way it used to be. i love you so fucking much but you dont want to see that. you would rather shatter my heart into a million pieces.. i just dont know what to do anymore. how in the fuck do i get over you? how!? how can you sit there and tell me ( Read more... )

i didnt say goodbye. maybe i should have. no, saying goodbye wasnt necessary. it hurts knowing i wont wake up to you kissing my eyelids, or rolling over to see your beautiful face. im going to miss you scratching me with your un-shaven face at 6am, urging me to atleast wake up enough to give you a kiss. im going to miss your random phone calls ( Read more... )

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well, the good news has finally arrived... i can talk adult ed, and then go back to survivors in august for my pre-ged's and then take my g.e.d. in like september i think. which is awsome, because not only will i get all the extra practice and work, but i can still get my diploma. i dont mind the extra schooling, i actually like school. *shrug* ( Read more... )

You Are 32 Years Old

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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

Die, Happy ( Read more... )