I just...thought really hard about what he said. I was so defensive because what he said hurt at first, but there were a lot of points I can only agree with.
I did show weakness then and made quite a few poor judgments. I don't expect him to instantly get along with me or anything, I just felt the need to thank him for his views on things. Sometimes, it may be key to helping someone like me better themselves, even a little.
He really is a good friend to have, especially since, for once, you actually have quite a bit in common. I will remain uninvolved unless he wants me to be. This is as much for his benefit as it is yours. It's sweet, if you ask me, the way you view each other.
Also, sorry for rambling. I've just found myself with a lot to say.
It's the best you can do, right? It's good that it'll have someone like you around. It'll have an easier time of it with you to help it understand it all.
I still do not approve, but if you show sufficient progress and do not allow such an event to happen to Hisoka-san again, I will concede to being wrong. For his sake, I will wish you luck in doing so.
You don't have to be concede for being wrong about anything. Your words were right at the time and would only be wrong if you feel they are. If you spoke what you believed to be the truth, then please don't ever think you're wrong.
I'm not asking you to approve because that would just be asking you to change who you are. I know not everyone can like me, especially ones that have experienced what you have, but that doesn't mean I have to stop caring about them. Hisoka considers you an important person, so you are important to me, too. Whether you want to be or not.
Re: Private to Tsuzukibananas_anJune 18 2008, 23:09:27 UTC
Because I suspect he'll only see your response as weakness and proof that he's right about everything when he isn't. I doubt he even understands what you're thanking him for.
He needs to grow every bit as much as you do--more so--but it doesn't look like he's willing to do that.
Anyway, I'm not nearly as nice a person as you are. ^_^
[[ooc: Poor Tieria triggered An's protective instincts. She can be a real bitch when that happens.
Re: Private to TsuzukideathbysweetsJune 19 2008, 01:13:05 UTC
I think opinions differ on the matter. We'll just have to see how it goes. To be honest, everyone's so busy walking on eggshells around me, no one's been blunt before. I kind of needed it.
((OOC: XD Tsuzuki's taking the 'benefit of the doubt' route. X3))
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I did show weakness then and made quite a few poor judgments. I don't expect him to instantly get along with me or anything, I just felt the need to thank him for his views on things. Sometimes, it may be key to helping someone like me better themselves, even a little.
He really is a good friend to have, especially since, for once, you actually have quite a bit in common. I will remain uninvolved unless he wants me to be. This is as much for his benefit as it is yours. It's sweet, if you ask me, the way you view each other.
Also, sorry for rambling. I've just found myself with a lot to say.
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I don't plan on ever giving up my partnership with Hisoka, but I can better myself for him. It's the least I can do.
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I still do not approve, but if you show sufficient progress and do not allow such an event to happen to Hisoka-san again, I will concede to being wrong. For his sake, I will wish you luck in doing so.
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I'm not asking you to approve because that would just be asking you to change who you are. I know not everyone can like me, especially ones that have experienced what you have, but that doesn't mean I have to stop caring about them. Hisoka considers you an important person, so you are important to me, too. Whether you want to be or not.
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He needs to grow every bit as much as you do--more so--but it doesn't look like he's willing to do that.
Anyway, I'm not nearly as nice a person as you are. ^_^
[[ooc: Poor Tieria triggered An's protective instincts. She can be a real bitch when that happens.
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((OOC: XD Tsuzuki's taking the 'benefit of the doubt' route. X3))
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